His Compagno for Eternity

She left me

Emmy's P.O.V
"Emmy,let me call the Doctor",He said concern seeping through his voice
"You don't get to call me Emmy, it's Emmanuella for you.I don't want to see the doctor and I'll appreciate it if you leave my chambers.I need my privacy"i ranted.
He nodded his head in understanding and left.

That was when my dam broke.
I cried for myself.
I cried for Aiden.
I cried for the kingdom and I cried for the life in my womb.
I knew I was pregnant considering all the symptoms.I can't stay here anymore.I have discussed everything with Natalie and she accepted to help me.I wanted to see if Aiden is fine before I leave but I can't stay here anymore.

The day went fast as night  came.I left a letter for Aiden on his office desk.I picked my important stuffs and left my phone,knowing Aiden he'll track it.Natalie helped me with my stuffs and we sat in her car.

The guards opened the door and we left the palace.She dropped me at the airport and I took a flight to New York.

I took a cab and gave the driver the address.I arrived at the apartment where I'll have a new start.Natalie helped me rent it.I got my stuffs and entered.
The place was serene.I took a quick shower and wore my nightwear before collapsing on the bed.

Memories of everything that has happened rushed into my mind.I placed my hands on my stomach and rubbed it.
"Mommy will be both parents to you"I whispered.

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I saw the folded paper on my desk with my name embedded in it.
It smelt like Emmy.

Aiden,
      Thanks for everything!There were times you made me feel loved and it will be embedded in my memory forever.Fate chose this path for us and we didn't fight it.I would love to stay in this vanity hoping you'll love me oneday but not anymore.Don't be hard on yourself for what happened.I forgive you.

By the time you read this letter know that I've left for good.Don't look for me because you'll never find me.I want you to live and move on .

Yours Always,
             Emmy Diamond Heart.

She left me.I howled in pain.A traitorous tear fell from my eyes and my stomach clenched.Ryder was pushing to come further.He wanted to hunt her down but I knew better than that.She deserves to be happy.Her happiness doesn't lie with me.I couldn't take it.Black spots filled my vision and soon everything blacked out.

Emmy's P.O.V
I felt it.I felt his pain.I can't believe I left him after knowing what happens when mates get seperated.
He'll either fall into depression or anger will consume him.
No,no,no,no!!
He's stronger than this.My Prince.
I thought I loved Gerald.I thought he was my first love but no,Aid is .
I found love and pleasure in the little things that he did.
I loved his cuddles.I loved how his hardness rubbed my butt anytime he spoons me.
I loved his kisses.His words were a turn on even though it held promises.

"I feel like ravishing you when you call me Prince Aiden.I want to take you against the wall.Why don't we check whether the walls are soundproof?Or my hands over your mouth can muffle your moans"

I remember those words.It held promises and sent chills down to my core.I liked his cockiness but i guess  my heart will go Celine Dion was right.
I'll get over him.He needs a real Princess to rule with.

I tried convincing myself but it hurts.I needed to stay strong for the life inside me.
I will start a new life with a different identity.

I woke up and decided to go and get some groceries.
I was almost done when I remembered I didn't get Nutella.I  saw one,I mean only one which means ....

I stretched to take it but unfortunately someone else took it.I turned to see this beautiful excuse of a man holding my all time favorite.He grinned and I scowled.

I turned to leave but he grabbed my risk and then the panic setted in.My air way blocked.I couldn't handle the touch of a man ever since...well Aiden...I don't want to think about it.

He saw the look in my eyes.

"Calm down
Concentrate on my voice
My touch
My face
My cologne"

Surprisingly it worked.I was breathing well now.

"Are you okay?" concern was laced in his voice and I nodded my head eagerly.

I took my groceries to the cashier.Theodore was his name,I mean the guy who helped me pass a panic attack.
I decided to call him Teddy and he was fine with it.He was friendly but I lied to him.I told him am Diamond Straeh.Yep weird surname.
He believed it to my surprise he even went on to say

My surname means the connection between matter and spirit. These letters stand for material, money, power, ambition, strength, intelligence and courage. But it also represents pride, intolerance, domination and impulsiveness.

To say I was baffled was an understatement.Amusement shone in my eyes.He offered to drive me home and I accepted.

I ordered for salad with some rice online.
It arrived in a couple of minutes and I consumed it.This kid could eat the whole world and never get satisfied.
Aiden,the thought of him made me smile sadly.I hope he's fine.