BTS Oneshot/Imagines

RM{SPECIAL}: Carnival (Part 2) (FINALE)

"I fill my calendar with stuff I can do
Maybe if I'm busy it could keep me from you
And I'm pretending you ain't been on my mind
But I took an interest in the things that you like, ah-ahh

And I'm just tryna play it cool now
But that's not what I wanna do now
And I'm not tryna be with you now, you now
But I could be your crush, like, throw you for a rush, like

Hoping you'd text me so I could tell you
I been thinking 'bout your touch like
Touch, touch, touch, touch, touch
I could be your crush, crush, crush, crush, crush
I got a fascination with your presentation
Making me feel like you're on my island
You're my permanent vacation
Touch, touch, touch, touch, touch
I could be your crush, crush, crush, crush, crush"

*sigh*

If only I have the guts to confess to him...

I mean I'm about to confess to him so I guess I do have the guts to do so. That song is really meaningful, it's what I want to say to him.

I'm inside a cab right now while listening to the song "crush" by Tessa Violet, It's to keep me from over thinking. My mind is a mess right now and I still haven't thought of what I'm gonna say to him.

My mind can't even process anything and my heart is beating so fast. I mean we'll have a lot of things to do later so maybe I could just think of something later.

No, I want to focus on him. Today is his birthday.

My heart is about to burst just the thought of seeing him or being close to him, I just can't-

"Ahhh moleuguess-eoyo" I sighed and closed my eyes.

C'mon Y/N! What's wrong with you?! *sigh*

I can already see where this plan is going, and trust me it ain't good. My mind is spinning, my thoughts are gone, my soul just left, my brain isn't working, and with that I'm totally screwed.

"Ma'am are you okay?" The driver asked.

"Uhh y-yes! I'm okay" I smiled and looked away.

The song suddenly changed.

"Boy, can't you talk to me
It's what I want the most in my life
They say you're out of my league
But I don't give a damn (no)

Deep down I know you want it
You wanna take a leap and jump in?
Oh oh oh, you wanna fall in love
You got this and then
Wouldn't it be awesome
If you just kissed me slowly
And had me in your arms
If I could make you see it, baby
We'd be something
Something to make the starlight
Yellows up above, oh

You make me
Oh hey, let's go out
When I see you movin'
Oh hey, let me out
I love when you groove it like that
Oh hey, could be us
Cause I'm in the moonlight
Oh hey, I'm just saying
If I was your girlfriend
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh, I'm just saying
If I was your girlfriend"

"Yeah, if I was." I whispered to myself.

"Sometimes you think about
All the ways I'm making you smile
I know I am what you need
And boy, you're just my type

Deep down I know you want it
You wanna take a leap and jump in?
Oh oh oh, we're gonna fall in love
You got me spinning
Wouldn't be awesome
If you just kiss me slowly
And held me in your arms, oh"