my dear //drarry\\

These four walls

D R A C O S  P O V
Fuck. He saw me staring. Shit. He smiled at me. I smile back and try to hide the fact that I'm going to die cause he's so hot. He gives me a thumb up to let me know he'll be there. He then looks back at what he was doing

"Draco what's with him"

"who"

"Potter"

"what"

"he smiles at you and gave you a thumbs up"

"nothing"

he's just gonna meet me the janitors closet I might kiss him. I smile to my self at the thought of kissing him "Draco you never smile what's up with you"

"NOTHING. Merlin your annoying" I said

"malfoy do you have something to say"

"yeah can I go to the restroom"

"go"

I wink at Harry and he blushes I ran to the janitors closet because well lunch was next and class was almost over. I was just waiting there until i looked at the door because I had heard it opening to my luck it was Harry

"Jesus Christ you scared the shit out of me" "

sorry. But you wanted me to meet you he-"

I cut him off by pressing my lips to his.

I didn't expect him to kiss back so. About three second later I pulled away

"s-sorry"

I then began to walk away but was pulled back and before I could protest I felt his lips on mine I kissed back almost as soon as his lips touched it felt like heaven or something i don't know all I know is. That I don't to want this to end

"DRACO"

we heard for outside the door walking down the hall. He pulled away

"no. Come back" I said giving a pouty face

"Draco"

"harry"

"we cant do this"

"w-why" "because your family hates me"

"s-so they don't have to know"

"draco your a beautiful man and I like you I really do but we can't do this. I can't do this"

"fine you know what. I hate you I never liked you. Fuck you"

I then walked away like my life depended on it I then began running I ran to the lake and stopped and fell to the ground.

I started crying

"FUCK" I scream

"Draco" Crabbe asked

"what"

"are You ok"

"yeah Crabbe just crying but I'm fine"

"what's wrong you never cry"

"can you just leave me alone" he then walked away

"I fucking hate love" I said to nobody just to myself

"DRACO" I hear someone I don't want to hear. Dumbledore.

"Over here" I yell he then finds me "I didn't see you at lunch are you skipping lunch" "yeah I'm not that hungry"

H A R R Y S  P O V
I ran down the hall baling my eyes out quietly not really paying attention were I was going I ran into someone. Ron.

"Watch where your go- oh it's you." He then took one look at me he had a look that read shit did I do it.

"Yeah it's me sorry for running into you" i then picked his things up and began running again. I keep running until I was out of the castle I was Hagrid he looked at me

"HARRY"

I didn't stop I ran to the quidditch field and fell to the ground I started balling loudly. The field was away from the school so no one heard well except one.

"Harry"

"Ron"

"you ok"

"NO RON I JUST GOT TOLD THAT THE PERSON I LIKE THAT KISSED ME NEVER ACTUALLY LIKED ME I NOW HAVE NO ONE IN THIS WORLD EXCEPT HAGRID. AND I DONT EVEN SEE HIM THAT MUCH I HAVE NO FRIENDS I HAVE NO FAMILY MY PARENTS ARE GONE. I DONT EVEN WANT THIS LEGACY. OR TO BE KNOWN AS THE BOY-WHO-LIVED. I JUST WANT TO BE HERE WITHOUT MY PARENTS BEING DEAD AND I WANT TO GET MAIL FROM THEM. I WANT A HOWLER FROM LILLY AND JAMES POTTER. BUT NO BECAUSE EVERYONE HATES ME. THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT EVER LOVED ME  WAS MY PARENTS  AND NOW LOOK VOLDEMORT KILLED THEM. SO WHO DO I HAVE. NOBODY" I said balling even harder

"Harry I'm he-"

"NO RON YOUR NOT WHO HAS GOT ME THOUGH THIS. WHO HAVE I HAD A CRUSH ON SENSE FIRST YEAR" he stayed silent

"that's what I thought"

I then walked back into the castle and saw Hagrid

"Harry are you ok you do you wanna talk about it"

"I love you your like a father to me but I wanna be alone right now maybe later"

"ok"

he then gave me a heartwarming smile.

I then ran up the stairs to the Gryffindor common room and sat in a chair and cried silently while looking at the fire.

"Hey Harry" Neville said.

"Oh hey" I said wiping my tears away.

"You ok"

"no"
"you wanna talk about it"

"not really"

"ok"and with that he got up and left but before he did he said

"Harry you know where to find me you wanna talk to someone. I'm always here. You know that right"

"yeah Neville I know thanks"

"mhm" he walked away.  I started crying silently my face looked orange and wet.

Well because it was wet from tears and well the fire I wanted to die I walked up to the dorm and closed my eyes and fell asleep. I was tired. Of living. Crying. Losing people.  Asked if I'm ok. I want to let go. I hear knocking on the Gryffindor door so I got up and walked to the door opened it and saw him. Draco.

"H-hello" I take a Shaky breath after

"are you ok"

"no I'm not ok!"I whisper-yell "you just fucking broke my heart"

"I know" he looked down "Harry I-I didn't mean what I said I was just mad and sad I thought I had a chance with you"

"you do Draco if you didn't brake me into pieces but I can't help but forgive you"

"Harry"

"Draco you should get to class" I then pulled him in and kissed his cheek and shut the door