my dear //drarry\\

Back at Square one

At Hogwarts

D R A C O S P O V
As I was walking I see Hermione and Harry I wave at them and they wave me  over so I walk over to them

"what's up"

"nothing just trying to convince Harry to ask you to the Yule ball"

"MIONE" she giggles

"oops" she then ran away

"so you were going to ask me to the Yule ball"

"um y-yeah"

"I'll go with you but we have to be secret nobody can know we're there together"

"what why"

"I don't want be dad finding out"

"so he's more important"

"NO it's just- I didn't mean it like that"

"no I know how you meant it. I'm not going sense all you want is to be a secret why even have there be a 'us' you know" he said as he walked away

shit

"Harry-"

"fuck you malfoy"

H A R R Y S  P O V
Was he really that ashamed to be dating me. Of course he was. Fuck him. I walk into the Common room ignore Hermione and rons calls and go and lay down and go into a uneasy sleep

"POTTER"

Draco yells from across the room he comes running over but Hermione yells

"STUPEFY"

and he goes flying back then Hermione stands up and walks over to him puts her wand to his neck

"Avada kabapra"

he lays there. Dead. I feel my eyes began to water as the great hall brakes into a loud cheer as I run out I get stopped by Dumbledore

"your not going to celebrate with us"

"no"

"alright then" Hermione comes to me

"where you goin Harry"

"to bed"

"come on let's celebrate he's gone"

"yeah the love of my life is gone"

"If you want to be with him I'll kill you to"

"yeah please do" she points her wand at me

"Avad-"

"POTTER"

"Avada kabapra"

I wake up and immediately sit up. I look over at ron and he's sleeping I look around and see every one is sleep. I check the time 1:46 I get up and go sit by in the common room I feel horrible

Sirius
   I'm in pain. Mentally. Dracos being a jerk but what did I expect. He's a malfoy. It's like you said. Malfoy are evil and horrible people and I should stay away. I
Know I should be asleep but I can't sleep I tried and the only thing I can dream about is draco. I love him Sirius. I want us to be like you and Remus.
                          Love,Harry

"Harry it's two in the morning what are you doing up"

sir nick asked

"I can't sleep"

"why"

"I can trust you not to tell a soul right"

"yes"

"me and draco were dating and he said that he would go to the ball but we couldn't dance and I was tired of being a secret I just wanted to dance with him and I kinda freaked out on him"

"Harry it's ok" I then threw the letter in the fire and write draco a letter

Draco
Room of requirement. 30 minutes.
Love,Harry

I give hedwig the letter and then get my invisibility cloak and go to the room of requirements and wait for draco. I was sitting on a chair that was there. The door opens

"Harry"

Draco said

"Draco"

I said as I walked over to him he hugged me I hugged him back

"I'm sorry" I said

"for what baby you didn't do anything"

"I did though I got mad because you wanted to keep us a secret and I didn't and know that I think about it it's better if we do for your safety-"

"baby your ok you don't need to apologize"

"I do please forgive me"

"I already did" he said as he rested his head in mine. I listened to his heartbeat and he pulled away from the hug.

"I'm tired let's go to sleep" he said leading me to the bed and laying down I lay next to him and listen to him hum as I fall asleep

D R A C O S P O V
I can't sleep I couldn't sleep knowing that eventually It will happen again with snipe and Dumbledore will know that I have ran away from his house I see harry tossing and turning and mumbling some about. Me.

"Don't kill him"
hes says in almost a yell. I start shaking him

"Harry wake up"

he doesn't wake I shake him some more

"HARRY"

I tell that doesn't help

"what do I do. What do I do"

I said as a idea came to mind. I kissed him and he woke up I pulled away he looked at me and started balling

"harry what's wrong"

I asked pulling him into a hug.

"Talk to me....please"

"I thought I lost you again"

"never" he said as I hugged him

"please don't leave me alone"

"never. I promise"

"I'm bored" he said leaning his head on my shoulder

"we can't do much"

"I know" he said sitting up and looking at me

"anything we can do" he kissed me

"I don't know"

"I have a idea" I said as I kissed him again his arms around my neck mine around his waist he then pulled me on top of him as I lick his bottom lip and he lets me in this time he fights back but ends up losing and I explore his mouth I then began to kiss his neck

"Draco~" he moaned I then began to suck on his neck slightly and bit his neck softly I pull his shirt off and began to kiss down his chest leaving marks everywhere I reach his waistband I look up to him for permission he nods his head

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I fall down next to him out of breath and beads of sweat on mine and his forehead as he wraps his hand around mine and puts his clothes on and lays his head on my chest and fell asleep