Shower with rain and tears We fight bored You and I are cold Why why why Again, again and again Those times come to mind, teardrops Let's stop pushing Now let's live in love Now I want to live in love
A year after college, we all gathered again—only for Yuto to propose to Shayllah. And that was the greatest pain of all. The moment she said yes was the same moment I completely lost myself in the scene. I broke down, and before I knew it, I was in someone’s arms—sobbing, heartbroken, shattered. It was Jinho who held me.
After Yuto and Shayllah’s wedding, I started befriending alcohol. And Jinho became my drinking buddy—the quiet elephant in the room who listened without judgment, the older brother figure who looked out for me, just like Hui and Hongseok did.
Jinho was a heavy drinker, the kind who could down several bottles of soju without feeling a thing. I wasn’t like that. That night, I drank too much—drowning in sadness and heartbreak—and it led to something happening between the two of us.
After that night, I quickly distanced myself from him. But Jinho didn’t let up. He kept reaching out, apologizing over and over for what happened. Eventually, the circle found out—and they were furious. Especially Yuto.
But for some reason, I stood up for Jinho when Yuto confronted him in anger. Maybe because deep down, I was still upset. Still hurting. Not just over losing Yuto to Shayllah, but because he never even knew I was breaking all along.
Rain shower again Rain shower I don't want to shed tears anymore Rain shower, why do we always fight I love you so much Rain shower or rain shower Erase the tear marks Rain shower
Somehow, things between Jinho and me turned out fine—and it was a relief that nothing serious came out of what happened between us that night. But then, he confessed something I didn’t expect. He told me how he’d truly felt since our college years—that I was never just the “younger one” in the circle to him. He said he was willing to wait—no matter how long—until I was finally ready.
And he meant it. Two years later, I said yes.
We were doing well, and things with our circle stayed strong too. But as time went on, I started noticing something I couldn’t quite understand—Jinho was becoming increasingly jealous of Yuto.
What made it even more confusing... was that he had no problem with Yuto himself. It was me he would get upset with every time. Always me.
I was thinking... Nakukulangan ba sya? Hindi ba sapat yung pagmamahal na pinaparamdam ko sa kanya para magkaganito kami?
I think I have a big disease Probably Like this Even if you push me away Because it's always blue in my eyes Let's go together to Mureungdowon Twinkling starlight Stay by my side I'll be your best friend
"Anong balita ,hyung?" Shinwon asked as soon as they took their seats in the sofa.
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