Serene's POV
Ilang bwan na ang nakalipas mula ng birthday ko sumunod naman ang birthday nya at pinaghandaan ko talaga yon, kung sya ang huling bumati nung birthday ko, ako naman ang unang bumati nung birthday nya and after that kumain kami sa labas at kung saan saan pumunta, we sat for a while dahil nakakapagod and then he stare at me I feel awkward for a moment and
"Rence"
"Valiant"
Sabay naming sabi and then laughed
"What is it Rence?"tanong ko nang humupa na ang tawanan namin
"Hmm ah N-nothing"
I know there's something wrong but i choose to ignore it
"Ooookay"
Pansin ko ang tahimik sya ngayon at parang balisa haysst gusto ko magtanong pero siguro wag nalang kasi magsasabi naman sya kung meron
WEEKS have passed and Laurence is being cold to me i don't know if it's just me or talagang cold sya sakin but why? Eh hindi naman daw sya ganon kila Kuya James when i ask him
Hindi na sya tulad ng dati na clingy and sweet and he will just talk to me if I'm asking him at sobrang ikli pa sumagot.
Hindi na sya tulad ng dati na madaldal pag kami nalang magkasama it's like he is building a wall between us
And I'm frustrated because of his sudden changes what the fudge is wrong with him? Katulad ngayon hindi ko na naman sya makausap ng maayos
"Rence"
"Hmm?"
"What's wrong? Do we have a problem?"
Hindi nako makatiis na magtanong
"Nothing Valiant" at pansin ko ha hindi na nya ako tinatawag na baby or my valiant
"Laurenceeeee Please if we have a problem just tell it to me hindi ako manghuhula para malaman kung anong problema" hindi sya sumagot sakin at parang nagbibingi bingihan pa
"Rence come on tell it to me" hindi pa din sya umimik
"Laurence"
"Earl Laurence Liam"
"Valiant wag kang makulit wala nga sabi!" sigaw nya sakin, this is the first time he shouted at me
"Did you just shout at me? Hindi porket hindi nako nagrereklamo hindi nako nasasaktan. Why are you being like that, you change a lot. You are not My Laurence" hindi ko na mapigilang sumigaw at umiyak sa harap nya
At first i just ignore his coldness kasi akala ko bad mood lang sya pero hindi eh ano yun every day bad mood tas sakin lang?
I walked away at him and run towards our car while still crying.
You can't blame me if I'm like this because it's my first time to feel this
Nang nasa kwarto ako napaisip ako kung bakit ko sya sinigawan dapat pala inintindi ko nalang ulit sya at dapat hindi ko nalang sinabayan ang inis nya
I am guilty of what i did siguro magsosorry nalang ako bukas
Nakatulugan ko nalang ang iniisip ko dahil sa pagod
I BAKED him a cookies as my peace offering.
Bitbit ang box lumabas ako sa sasakyan at nakitang wala pa sya, siguro naiinis pa sya sakin. Wala akong nagawa kundi mag antay sa kanya dito pero hanggang sa mag bell wala pa rin sya kaya pumunta nalang ako sa room na bagsak ang balikat
"Dismissed" said my teacher, this is our last subject so i get my things at lumabas na wala na naman sya kaya nauna nalang akong umuwi
I get my phone and texted him
* To My Laurence
Rence I'm sorry about yesterday i hope we'll fix this, I love you
Naabutan ko si mommy sa sala na nakaupo
"Serene let's talk" she said seriously at me when she saw me
"Okay mom what is it?"
"I saw your grades, bakit bumaba?"
Yes bumaba ang mga grades ko and i know why because my friend told me na binayaran ni Lena, the second in ranking ang teacher namin to fail me para sya ang maging first
Tss she did that because she knows that she can't beat me, what a cunning bitch, hindi ko nalang nireklamo yon kasi ayoko ng gulo
"Mom I'm sorry I'll do better next time" sabi ko nalang
"And Serene ano tong nabalitaan kong tinatakasan mo si manong tuwing hapon at lumalabas ka sa gabi didn't i make myself clear that you should go straight at home after your class at may curfew ka right? Then why are you going outside at night?" hindi ko alam kung pano nya nalaman yan eh hindi naman sumbungero si manong at pano nya nalaman na lumalabas ako tuwing gabi?
"Mom i-it's just that may project po kasi kami kaya nalalate minsan umuwi and nagpapahangin lang ako sa labas pag gabi"
"And now you know how to lie to me? Ganyan ba tinuturo sayo ng Earl na yan?" pano nya nalaman? Wait who the hell tell it to my mom?
"Mom wala syang kinalaman dito"
"Stop lying Serene Valiant!"
"Fine. Yes magkasama kami lagi pero wala syang kinalaman sa pagbaba ng grades ko mommy and I-i love him"
"Love? You just turned 17 Serene, you are still young for that shit. Avoid him or i will make you " banta nya sakin
"Mom please i can't do that and we are not in a relationship for now but he said he will wait for me, he's the one for me mommy please don't take away my happiness" i pleaded to my mother, hanggat kaya ko syang ipaglaban gagawin ko because i really love him
"For Pete's sake Sa tingin mo totoo yon? Remember that there is no permanent in this world Serene, nothing lasts forever lalo na at mga bata pa kayo because there is no true love in that age"
Why can't she understand me? Yes we are still young but i know that my feelings are true
"So avoid him now and just move on"
Yan ang ayaw ko sa kanila, they are treating me like I'm a dumb and weak. Why can't they just trust me and my decisions, i can handle myself now
