Envy

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Your POV

Last night, I came home a little late with Namjoon, Jungkook and Jimin so I never got the chance to call Yoongi again. So I get up and that's the first thing I do.

"Hello.", I say.

"Nice of you to call now that you're free. Obviously your work is way more important than me.", he states with attitude.

"I'm sorry Mr but unlike you, my whole life doesn't revolve around you only.", I admit.

"That's a nice way to put it. Well by bye then if you've got more important things to do.", neither one of us are downing our game.

"Ok then, bye. If I cut this call, remember I won't give you a call again nor pick up the whole day. I only called because you wanted me from yesterday.", I smile slyly.

"Wait, no no!", he shouts, "Fine."

"That's what I thought.", I say, "So what is it you wanted exactly?"

"I want you.", he answers.

Yoongi POV

I say it and a silence stretches across.

"What? You not going to answer?", I tease.

"Oh sorry, your request cannot be fulfilled.", she plays.

"Come on. Just come over for a little bit. Can I not see my future wife?"

"Stop! Don't call me that, it makes me feel like I'm dependent on you.", she complains.

"Why? You're mine now.", I say possessively and then regret it, that didn't sound right.

"Don't you dare say that. I will never be yours. That's not quite how I work, I'm not an object.", she says.

"I'm sorry.", I confess, "It was wrong of me to say that."

"It's fine babe.", she says.

"What did you just call me?", I question.

"Babe.", she repeats.

"Nah, now that's too far, don't you think?"

"Why? What's the problem, I mean you're my future husband after all.", she twists my words on to me.

"Foul play.", I joke.

"I don't see anything wrong yeobeoyah.", she teases me further and it winds me up.

"Y/N.", I call out.

"Ok ok, that's enough.", she stops but I want her to tease me again.

I want her to wrap me around her finger, just twirl me around, more and more. You may not be mine but I'm yours and sadly you haven't left me with a choice. It's like a spell that I can't break free from, the shackles only grip me tighter every time I struggle to get out as I fall deeper.

Your POV

Yoongi?", I say to check if he's still on the line.

"Oh sorry, I just zoned out a little.", he says.

"it's ok. I'll be around at your place in forty-five minutes.", I finalise.

"Ok then. Looking forward to see you.", he says and I put down the phone.

I realise that I can't help it, it's become like second nature. When I get the opportunity, I not only seize it, but tackle it, headlock it and wrestle it to the floor. Watching Yoongi powerlessly fall for me like this gives me a sensation of power and strength, just what I need but not what I want. This is what Mum must feel like, she's gone too far in to the game to stop. I know there's still a chance to get myself out of here but indulging in a crime which I will never be punished for is all too hard to come out of. I put on my earphones and play a song which seems to suit my mood so well. Powerful and independent, that's how I like it.

Alisha POV

It's the same everyday. And it's driving me crazy. I howl like a lone wolf searching for a companion.

"What's all the racket down here?", Y/N's mum bursts in suddenly.

"Let me out!", I scream and try to throw myself at her but the chains restrain me.

"Here's your meal.", she puts it by me and I feast in to it.

Then the torch turns on and I see a rotten red apple in her hand. I turn my head up in curiosity.

"This is the apple I've been offering you for a few days now. See how it's deteriorated? This is how you'll be if you don't tell me something soon.", she cackles and leaves.

I don't know what it is about me but something tells me that's not how I'll end. I've got a new power growing in me and I know staying true and honest is difficult but I believe that the better waits for me as I fight to meet daylight again.

Jimin POV

Y/N catches my eye as I see her ride away on her horse. She must be going to her fiancé's. I want to welcome her in to my life again but it's a little more complicated than that. I envy her power and influence and I can see this war she has with herself every single day. She wants to rid herself of that mind set and what I'd do to have it. How paradoxical? Life has absolutely everything but it just seems that it's not necessarily yours all the time. I see her until she only becomes a little speck of dust on the great horizon. I turn away and resume with my activities, there's got to be a way to pry some things out of her. Maybe being cold isn't the way, let's see just how good of a fake friend I can be.


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