"I thought you loved me."
Lola thought she was the luckiest girl in the world. She had her dream job and loved it. Bought her parents a home and was able to support them financially. She had the best boyfriend. The one she thought she would marry...
"So...what do you like to do on your free time?" Logan asks. His beautiful blue eyes make me swoon every time they look at my eyes. I can't help but smile every time. We had only started shooting about 2 weeks now. We were really starting to have fun. I enjoyed spending time with Logan. He's such a kind and funny person. "Uhm reading and re-watching movies over and over again." I say with a smile. Logan smiles and shakes his head. "Let me guess...Harry Potter?" Logan asks raising one of his eyebrows making me laugh. "That's one of them. I really enjoy Percy Jackson too." I say with a smile making Logan blush and shake his head. We were sitting down in the cafeteria enjoying the food they were serving. "Oh please, do not bring that up." He says laughing. "Alright, what house are you though?" I ask and take a bite of my sandwich "Um I don't really know." Logan says with a shy smile. "People often tell me I'm a hu-" "Hufflepuff." I finish his sentence making both of us smile. "Yeah, you just give off major Hufflepuff vibes." "Really? Let me guess you're house then." Logan says and takes a bite of his sandwich. He turns to face me and thinks for a bit. "Ravenclaw?" "Slytherin." I say and take pride of my house. "That's very interesting." Logan says making me smile. We had been talking for about an hour straight. We both had long breaks. Since neither of our characters seemed to have the need to make out right now. "So what do you like to do in your free time?" I ask Logan the question he had asked me in the first place. "Um I like playing the guitar." He says with a smile. I just now realized that whenever we're together we always happen to be smiling. "Ugh. I've always wanted to learn how to play. I only know how to play the piano." I says "I-I could teach you." Logan suggest, stuttering a bit. I blush and put a strand of hair behind my ear. "You would really?" I ask. "Yeah, I'm sure that you would learn fast." Logan says making me smile. We stay in a comfortable silence as we continue to eat. I notice that too. I feel really comfortable around him. He gives me this kind of feeling. The kind of feeling I felt with Timothee. Timothee. He hasn't crossed my mind in a couple of days. And all that was thanks to Logan. And his dreamy eyes that are engraved into my skull. "Hey...what are you doing this weekend?" "Nothing much, why?" I ask as I'm cleaning up my spot. Throwing away my food and going back to the table. Standing in front of Logan. "I was wondering if you wanted to go out for some coffee...go over some limes. If- If you want." Logan says. Making sure I know that he doesn't want to force me into going. "Sure, why not?" I agree seeing no problem in this. Or maybe I just wanted an excuse to see Logan this weekend. And maybe he wanted an excuse to see me.
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"You're what?" Alexa asks when I I take my phone back from her. I smile at the picture she took of me and her dog. I ignore for a bit until she calls me again. "Lola Madore! Are you going out with an older guy?" "Oh my god no way Alexa." I say and take a seat next to her. Fixing my hair, I look at her. "Besides he's only 6 years older then me." "If you says so." Alexa says with a smile, showing off her white pearls and her adorable gap. "So does that mean you're starting to get over Timothee?" I kind of have. But at the same time...I haven't. Lately I haven't thought about him for a while. But still he makes his way into my mind somehow. I heard that people are saying that Lily and him haven't talked in a while. Supposedly they broke up. But who knows. "Well...not really but I'm starting to accept that he's gone you know?" I say and Alexa nods. Alexa has always been supportive of anything I do. She's my ride or die. After Jessica of course. I haven't talked to Jessica in a while. I should call her to meet up soon. I feel terribly for the way I acted towards her. "It takes time, Lola. But I believe in you. You don't need him, or any other person." Alexa says making me smile. In my mind I knew I should start to believe this but there couldn't be a better person for me than Timothee. Timothee loved me. Timothee loved me. And I love...loved him.
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"So, you think that by having dates like these? I'll fall more in love with you?" I ask Timothee as we lay on the grass. Summer nights like these were always appreciated. We observe the few starts that we can see. "Yes. Yes I do." Timothee says and he turns to look at me. I don't even look at him but I burst out laughing. I am seriously going to marry this man. "Well," I turn to my side and smile, "it's working quite well." "It is?" Timothee ask he wraps his arms around me making me feel warm. All happy and warm inside. Safe. Timothee made me feel what I didn't feel from my dad. He made me feel loved and safe. "Yes. It is working...a lot." I say and my thumb slowly brushes his bottom lip. I smile softly and Timothee stares at me. "Lola?" Timothee asks. I nod and look at him. "Yes?" I question. "If we ever break up...and it's me who does it. I want you to know I don't mean it...I love you." Timothee says. I smile confused but he stays serious. I get serious and close my eyes. Holding back tears from just imaging a world where Timothee and I aren't together and aren't loving each other. "I love you more."
