Cry about it later [ Babysitter: Killer Queen ]

Chapter 7

There is nothing else to do, so we settle by grabbing some blankets from a cabinet and extended them around, merely to have a place to sit as we wait for the morning to arrive.

We sat by our arranged place and all I wanted was to fall sleep once and for all, my whole body just need to shut off and pass out for a while before anything bad happens again.

I press myself against Cole's chest, intending to get a little bit of warmth to envelop me along with his arms, instantly wrapping both of them around my frame.

After a while, I'm able to hear his heartbeat resounding in his chest, right where my ear is pressed. The fabric of his flannel is soft and right when I'm about to fall asleep, an unsettling feeling washed over me.

"What is wrong? I thought you needed to sleep" he asks me as I sit upright and straddle his lap, staring down at him with a frown as well.

"It's just everything, the situation itself. It keeps bothering me in the back of my head and-"

"You are tired but at the same time scared, I know, I feel it too"

"Yeah"

I fiddle with my nails and turn around to find an old radio by the chest of drawers next to us, so I stand up from our spot and walk towards it to take a look and keep me busy with something.

Anything that will keep my thoughts away from Boom Boom and the fact that I don't know what will happen with Melanie, I know it deep down that she was responsible for it.

Cole stands up too and inspects the old radio as well.

The whole mood changes when he presses a button on it and a song I don't recognize at first starts playing.

"I love this song!" He admits, looking back at me and now finally the melody is familiar to me.

"Yeah me too, a neighbor is obsessed with it so now I know the lyrics too"

"I think one time me and my babysitter listened to this forty eight hours straight"

"That's cool actually"

"Yeah she was or she is, I don't know, she is the one who stared the cult" He starts to mention as we walk closer to each other, no longer caring about the old device and the song playing in the background.

"Oh, right" It's all I'm able to mumble before we are just a couple of inches away, only enough for him to lean in and touch my lips with his own lightly.

I pull myself closer and deepen the kiss and everything just flows smoothly from there, because after making out for a little while I guess both of us just dived in and let ourselves more at loose.

My bra was long gone and suddenly some other things were off, and at least he could make a right use for those expensive condoms I saw before.

After a while we just laid there, processing everything that just happened. The music stopped long ago, probably being the only track left to play, so now we are just laying around, fiddling with each other's hands and staring up a the ceiling of the basement-like room of the cabin.

It's obvious I'm pretty much awake now as I lay on Cole's lap, he stares down at me and I can only reach towards his face and cup his jaw in between my hand.

"I don't know half of the things that are going on but you are pretty cute"

"What are you saying?"he laughs away my comment, thinking I'm just rambling.

"I mean it, you should know it though, you are cute Cole, be aware of it"

He doesn't seem to let my words sink in so I put myself up and stare right into his eyes and he doesn't tries to avoid my stare anyway.