The Love that Hasn't show: Time isn't a problem

14

Let me tell you that, when I come back from the bakery, I wasn't really in a good mood. Unfortunately Katie was called by Kiana, so she had to go back to the office.

I lock myself up in the closet again, but this time I had an album in front of me. There's always a part of me waiting for Nick to come back, but after he's actually back, I realize we're not meant to be, and it's best if we stay friends. Both of us need to move on from the past.

I open up the album.

It starts from when I was little, all the way till I'm 18.

I went through all of those pictures and wondered, how did my life become something like this.

Then I closed the album and just stare blankly at the wall.

Only I can fix myself, no one else can.

-
It was almost 3 months since I saw Nick, I did good, I spent some time with myself, with Bridgette , and with everyone.

I feel like I'm free, I know it sounds weird, but I feel like I don't need to worry about Travis when they put he behind the bars. Now I don't need to worry about anyone else, because we take care of only two twits that show up in my life. I haven't feel peaceful for a while.

Triple Alex and Mia will start kindergarten in a few month.

"I'm telling you, wear a dress." Bridgette said

"Bridgette, no."

"Bella, yes."

"It's just a BBQ host by Eli and Mia, I'm not wearing a dress."

It's just another typical day, with Mia chasing down the crazy twin, Rose and Hannah trying to stop triple Alex.

Have you met Adrien and Josie's kid? Oh yeah they are also married, but they move out of town before, and were move back to Edmonton a month ago.

They have two sets of triplets, Aurora, Lily, Tulip, and Daisy, Micky, Peach. Yeah, I feel bad for the only boy in his family, he's so getting bullied in school.

I'm telling you, my family can't name their kids.

"How are you feeling." Eli asked as he sits beside me, "I heard what happened at the bakery few months ago."

"Peaceful." I smile, "I actually love not worrying about a douche ex from Uni, and a ex from junior high anymore, who I didn't really think about for a really long time, that I almost forgot him."

"Well, are you fine?"

"Yeah, since I'm actually moving on for life at a comfortable pace, and the first time in my life, I don't feel broken and shattered."

"I'm proud." He smile,

"Thanks."

"You kept saying thanks to me, but it wasn't my doing, it is all just you, you stand up on your own and fix yourself with the pieces. The best part is that you didn't care if you are repaired back to who you use to be, you just live like this." He said, "That's what makes you so unique than other."

I smile, what he said are mostly true. Look at Willow, she change way too much when Nolan's gone, even after he's back, she's still different than before.

That's why I just want me to be fix, not back to where I was, because I know it's impossible.

I'm just happy with the way I am.

"Auntie Bell! Come play with us." Hope shouts.

"Coming." I smile

-

It's a Friday nigh, and unfortunately I can't sleep, but I also don't want to go to the club too, so I decided to go somewhere.

I park my car at the parking lot beside the lake. Plug in my earplugs that's playing some of my favourite music, watching the stars and the moon.

I remember how Nolan used to told us all those stories that he made up, but he told us that's what the legends said. There's one particular about stars and moon.

Once upon a time, there was only one sun, there's no moon or stars at night, there's only a kingdom.

The King and Queen have a little princess, and she looks so beautiful that they name her moon.

When moon grow up, one day the dragon wants to marry the princess, so he declares war.

Lots of knights and soldiers lost in that battle, just when everyone lost their hope, the sun come down and told the king, "I can defeat the dragon, but you have to married your daughter to me, as I am the king of the sky, I'll make her my queen."

The king didn't know what to do, but Moon knows that she have to protect her kingdom, so she agree to married Sun.

The kind and the Queen prepare a pretty long ball gown with lots of jewelry that shine even in the dark, and when Sun took her away, you can see the spirit of the defeated knight surrounded her as she left with Sun.

After that day, whenever the sun left the sky, you can see the moon shining in the sky's with all the spirit of those knights, that are called stars.

And when you see a shooting star, that's when a knight was send on a mission by the princess.

They guard the sky and protect the kingdom, that's why the people will forever remember.

I remember telling people this story in school, but our science teacher just popped our bubble when she told us about the moon, sun and stars.

No wonder why Nolan became an arthur, but to be honest, I think he made up those stories to impress Willow.

And for me, I think I already moved on, and walked out of my shadow from the past. A particular guy piped up in my brain, but I just ignore it.

Because I know I'm ready to embrace the future. And to see what the life have planned out for me.