Hey babe yeah I'm starting this letter off a little differently. So you may be wondering what does this psycho have in store for me today. Well seeing that this is my first letter where I have a specific topic I taught I may try to start this different to try and get you to pay attention to what I'm saying. So the chosen topic for this letter is exe's.
The dictionary defines an ex as somebody you were once associated with. But as for me I prefer to define an ex as one of the many frogs I had to kiss before I met my Prince also I define an ex not as a mistake but more like an example of who I should not marry one day.
During my 18 years of life I've had my fair share of heartbreak believe it or not . I must have had about 12 exes give or take and also depending on your definition of an ex. I do sometimes wonder why I dated them but out of the 12 only 5 of them lasted for longer than 6 months. And out of that 5 I only loved 3 of them the rest was just confusing.
So I'll name the 3 of them for you their names are as follows : Kyle , Lucas and Brandon. Those aren't their real names for privacy reasons but I'd like to give you a run down of the relationships I had with them because they have left me with a lot of pain and heartbreak but also lessons.
Kyle damn this boy tho I dated him for 3 years I loved him yes but as you hear his a thing of the past why you guess well he was one of those guys. He just brought me down but I was blinded by love but I soon figured out that love was not worth all the pain he brought to me. The final straw for me was when he cheated on me with one of my friends. So with this story I'd like to tell you that I'd never cheat on you because I'm sure that if you're my future husband then I'd never want to hurt you like that. And know that I'd also never deliberately bring you down.
I moved on after a year to Lucas he was my bestfriend's , bestfriend that's how we met. He treated me like a princess and we barely saw one another for various reasons. However I broke things off with him because he enjoyed
partying far too much and he had no ambition he never taught of the future. So the lesson from this failed relationship was for me to look for somebody who doesn't like to party 24/7 , 365 but only once in a while. Also to look for somebody who has set goals in life because if I have goals my life partner would have to have goals too.
Brandon a jerk that I loved , a cheating bustard as well. Needless to say my track record with the opposite sex was not always great. I dated all the wrong guys. And Brandon was far to much an asshole we dated for 2 years and he cheats on me with a friend. He treated me like I was nothing so I did what I had to do and broke things off. My lesson I learnt here was that I do deserve better and you my future husband will be my better.
So now that you know exactly how much I went through with relationships I hope you know that I'd never put you through half the shit my exes put me through. I will never cheat on you and I hope that you will never cheat on me. I will encourage you to have goals as our lives go on as for now I hope you already have goals set out.
Until my next letter babe
Your future wife
