In My Head

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Warnings : Some swear words, A boss bitc* vibe and typos?

All you need to know before reading this is Y/N is a boss bitch girl, She is the type of perfect bitch lmao.

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“No Y/N, Can't you see? Are you blind? He  clearly doesn't have respect for your relationship, Can you just not stick with him? ” Your best friend said from the other line of the phone.

“Y/B/F , I know his past mistakes, But he is changed now, He is not the old Tom, And afterall we should give a second chance right? ” You tried to keep your shit together, You were saying those things to Y/B/F , It was more like you were convincing yourself that he has changed.

“Y/N, he has changed?, Yet he flirts with literally any girl he sees at any party? Are you okay? It's more like you have changed? You can't fucking go behind a dickhead Y/N , He doesn't respect you, I'll call you later” Y/B/F said and hung up. You knew she was tired of your shit, She was tired to see you like this, You knew she was right but what if he has really changed or what if you have created a picture perfect Tom In your head and you are thinking that's the reality when it's not?

*ding*
You picked up your phone to see a message from John, one of your close friends.

John
Heyyy Y/N, I'm inviting you to my boyfriend's party and I want you to be there and You have to be there, You can't say no, You can bring any if your friends if you want tho, Everyone is allowed to bring their friends, Okay Come on , Don't be Shy say yes!

You read his message with a smile but you felt like you shouldn't go...

Y/B/F
Y/N, I'm sorry, And John messaged me, are you going? Cuz I am?

Y/B/F loved parties and you assumed she wants you to say yes and that's what you did.

Tom
Hey babe, Don't wait for dinner today, I might be late, I have some work to do , loveyou.

Y/N
Okay, love ya too

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7:30 pm

You are ready in a beautiful outfit, You have to reach there by 8,Y/B/F is coming to pick you up, You were standing outside your house waiting for her car.
You thought to call Tom.

“hey tom, What ya doing? ”
“Y/N I said I'll be late today, Can you stop calling me? ” Tom said
“Oh okay, Bye, love y..” he hung up

You sighed, you were tired of his this kind of attitude,It was like he didn't appreciated you enough, You did so much for him, You built him to be exact, He was a kid who got bullyed by others But You made him a king and He broke your heart many times except making you his Queen , Lmao you never needed to be a “Queen” cuz you already are bitch.

You saw Y/B/F's Car and smiled

You sat in the car and you both played some music till you reached John's house. Well His house is hella huge tho.
You texted him that you guys reached and hoped that you won't talk to strangers, You both walked in a corner and waited for John, “I'll go get the drinks” Y/B/F said , “Okay” you replied.
In less than a sec Y/B/F was back with the drinks, Damn , She is faster than flash. (Lmao).
You touched the glass with your cherry red lips , The Cherry red lipstick was a good match with red wine (or your fav drink) , Your black dress was making you sexy af. You always had a style to drink (i hope you guys know what i mean) A bossy bitch style and a mix of a playgirl, sexygirl style.

Your eyes wandered around the hall full of people , drunk people, Your eyes landed on a boy kissing a girl, A passionate kiss, The way their lips moved in sync like they were made for each other, You noticed the boy was no one other than Thomas Stanley Holland , your boyfriend soon to be Ex. You didn't had any feeling of heart break, You decided you won't hold shit any longer, whatever he is Now is just because of you, You bought him to the industry , you introduced him to Marvel, You made him, You built him.
You walked in a bossy way, you usually walk like that, towards them. You threw the glass on their heads after drinking your drink, You made sure that it injured both of them and you made sure that the injury wasnt much. (Tf wrong with me)

“Ahh Y/N what the fuck? ” said Tom.
“BITCH WHAT THE HELL” The blonde bitch he was kissing said .
“keep your mouth shut Sweetie” You said to the bitch.
“And you, Mr. Dickhead, You know what, All those promises and Stuff weren't real right and I don't care now,Fuck you and your little toys, By toys I mean your little girls who just want yoy in their pants, You'll realize one day that you lost the moon while counting the stars” you said.

“Bitch fuck you, You are nothing without me, You were one of those stars”
you laughed at how wrong he was “LMAO Look at you, I invented you, You are nothing without me, Just as I made you, I'll destroy you” you said as polietly as you could, You left him behind and walked away , You felt free and finally you felt all those worries , Tension gone away. You are a Queen , you don't need a man to live.
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And Now you are here, years later, Enjoying your life , After you broke up with Tom, You completely destroyed him, You never wanted to tho, But somehow We all know Karma works, He got cancelled a month later and was completely destroyed, The bitch with him was no where to be seen? Who cares. All you know is You can live your life without a man and a better life. You choose your path and it seems like you made a right choice by not holding any longer. You have a great life now and you love it.

I hope you guys like it, I'm really new to writing stuff anyway I love you guys, Please vote✺◟( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)◞✺

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