An Unexpected Crush

Chapter 3

Abby.

Finally home.

It's on a Friday night, in my couch, covered with a blanket, sipping hot chocolate. That I understand the meaning of home sweet home.

What a weird day, after all what has happened at Hell's Kitchen today, I'm not sure I will experience another day like this.

I kept looking at Jason's number, asking myself whether I should call him. But will he remember my name ?, my face ?. It's annoying.  He makes me think a lot. I don't remember the last time I thought this much about a guy. But he is so handsome, so charismatic, so everything.  What's his brother's name again ?Sebastian ?.Anyway, it sounded like that.

Thinking about it,  I have a lot of things to deal with, to spend my time day dreaming about the handsome Jason.

Let's know more about myself. My life is kind of complicated, I'm 22. And my only family is my dad, he is actually in jail for a car accident.But  He will be out soon. I don't know how, but we are the only 2 that survived in the car during the accident.  Mom and my brother died. For some months, I blamed my dad for their loss and for leaving me alone, taking care of myself. But still,  I'm not complaining anymore.

My house is small, it's true I won't recommend my quarter, but at least, I couldn't afford the rent here. And since I'm here I've never been robbed. I guess I'm lucky. The building was old, and the paint had faded already, but  inside my house looked more beautiful and welcoming, without forgetting clean.

So, what are my plans for the weekend?
I think I'll go for shopping with my tips for the week because, I needed a new pair of jeans and shoes. I try to find the less expensive ones.

I'll have to visit dad, I'm his only family.

Don't feel pity, I said, I'm not complaining, I'm doing with it and I'm fine.

You might be asking yourself, then what about love ? Any boyfriend? The answer is no. All my relationships have been complete disasters.  It's like I have a type of bad luck that I can't explain. It is either my star has stopped shining, has been stolen, or has given up.

Just see, Jason, behind his handsome looks,  he seems to like trouble. That's why I don't even want to call him. Why should I call him first ? Has he ever seen a girl calling first ? That doesn't work with me. If he's waiting for my call, he'll wait forever.

After watching my movie, I went into my room. Immediately as I touched the bed,  I felt into a deep sleep.

Saturday. ..
It was a sunny day, with no clouds in the sky.
As I programmed yesterday night, I first did some shopping, bought a new pair of vans and jeans. After dropping the things home, I baked a cake and  went to prison.  Food there is not delicious, if once in 2 weeks I bring something different, it's not bad.
Even though I'm not more mad at him for what happened a year ago, I still feel somehow, he deserves a little punishment.

Not that I'm heartless, because it hurts seeing him going pale and thinner every month, but I think it's the price he has to pay for taking 2 important people out of my life.

After prison, I went back home and fried chicken with chips. That's really a weird meal, but  I was tired running up and down today. It was better , far better than running up and down in Hell's Kitchen.

Sunday.

On Sunday, I just want to rest and stay home the whole day. Enjoying my Netflix movies and make pop corn. I'm recently watching 13 reasons why, it has 4 seasons and It will keep me busy the whole day. Sunday is just the best day, until I start thinking of Monday.