MECHANICAL LIES ll JIKOOK [Completed]

Chapter 36

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"Hyung, is jimin living well with yoongi hyung?"

Cold sweat ran down making seokjin shiver. This shouldn't be happening, jungkook must have forgotten jimin already!

h-how come jungkook knew?
Didn't his memories got reset?

Or... did an error occur again in his system?

Without answering, seokjin immediately got up the couch but before he could even leave through the door, jungkook had already taken his wrist.

"I...I know everything and– the fact of my existence. When I was asleep, i had these fragments, these voices, playing in my mind. These questions i keep asking myself but can't answer.

They never stop coming for me but no matter how much i want to reach and ask, they fade away, like a small light of hope being engulf in pitch black darkness."

"Then suddenly, it was bright, too bright that I can't help but to cover my eyes only to open with him infront of me– Park Jimin. He gave me answers, apologizes, gave his goodbye, wishing me happiness.

But hyung, it confuses me. That person talking, why... why does he resemble someone i love so much? someone i care so much? someone who stayed with me through all my ups and down.

Why... why is he so beautiful in my dream?"

"I-it scares me. Hyung, please. J-jimin isn't here anymore, m-my robot isn't here...

i have no one left to stay with me.

Please... don't leave me alone. D-don't leave this robot, please."

Seokjin wasn't expecting to see this jungkook from 3 years ago, not until today.

The robot whom cried helplessly, whispering jimin's name like a mantra.

The fragile robot who went berserk, who can't even control itself from all the pain it felt.

The very robot Park Jimin himself invented.

The hand holding my wrist right now were cold and trembling violently.

As if the season of winter came and he's left standing outside the cold weather with nothing but thin clothes on waiting for someone to welcome him home,

waiting for the warmth,

waiting and waiting.

All this time, jungkook has been waiting but instead of giving him a home, we ended up changing the seasons by force.

But no matter what we do, winter always comes at the right time and at the right place.

Right now, jungkook's heart were in a season of winter... nothing but cold and distant.

We've put him in this state, trying to reset his memories, trying to change it, leaving nothing but a frozen metal heart.

We even drag jimin, jungkook's warmth, his spring and summer.

Seokjin chuckled lowly, facepalming himself as tears falls down one by one.

"Yoongi, we fucked up big this time..."

But it isn't too late to turn this around. This time, i have to come clean. Jungkook needs to know everything.

His suffering needs to end.

These lies ends today.

No more lying.

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A/n: So all this time jungkook knows??? yep, he does.🤭