Chapter 2

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Shit, my jaw felt like it was on fire .Why on earth did she do that to me. Oh wait a minute I don't blame her I threw her at the fridge  

and took her lunch what a total dumbass I need to calm my emotions. I mean what was I thinking? Why have I done this to her so much over the years?

This was literally becoming a routine that Sam and I were starting; this is the second time in a week we have landed ourselves in detention.  

I mean Sam just gets on my fucking nerves I mean Ive only been mean to her because of what she did to me at the start of Middle School. 

But considering the size of her big head she probably never even remembers the hurt she gave me.  

Although every time I hurt Sam it made me feel like my heart was breaking inside but I just couldn't help it, it was the only way I can handle my feelings. 

I remember way back into Primary when we were best friends, we never stopped hanging out with each other I always thought to myself there was a reason why we met,  

but when we transferred to Middle School everything changed between us and that's when we started not being friends with each other.  

It's amazing how a single day can change the lives of you and the people around you.

The DP just left the room for half an hour I mean what are we supposed to do in that time she said to try sort things out but really how on earth are you supposed to do  

if she is never gonna talk to you, well at least without her glaring at me or being nasty. I never realised this dark side of her I mean I know she's probably changed mega 

loads since primary but I hope not too much....

I liked how Samantha used to be like such a soft, kind-hearted pretty girl, whose favourite colour was purple, had an obsession with chocolate, 

always being the joker of the group... I hoped she was still like that. 

Ohh I missed her I mean I am always thinking about her but ever since she smashed me in the jaw today its made me open my eyes,  

anyway why am I so mean to the girl I am in love with and has been since the moment we first met? and yes i did just say im in love with her and its true i am...

Man my heart and mind is so stuffed up, I have officially decided that I will not ever lay a finger on her again in a hurtful way,no matter how much she makes my  

heart race when I talk to her. Neither was I gonna verbally bully her or take anything from her. I am gonna try make up her time that I have taken away  

from her if she will let me... 

I turned slightly to look at her.... She was so beautiful with her long light and dark golden brown locks, olive toned skin and her beautiful chocolate brown  

eyes that could hyponotise anyone. The way she was able to wear anything and look instantly good. She was not like all those girls who are always caked  

in make-up and looking like Barbie dolls, or way to skinny that you can see their bones, she is the perfect size, her real nice curves make her look so hot in a swimsuit. 

Man she was so fit.

There was so much that I wanted to say to her but the first thing that I was to nervous to say to her was "I'm sorry". 

Just at that moment Sam turned and looked at me "what did you say to me?" She said with a lot of authority in her voice. Uh-Oh I said that aloud didn't I ... Damn it!

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