grayson dolan imagines

anxiety attack

for em<3 nature_dolan
y/n point of view
suddenly, it was hard to breathe.

i felt my hands shaking, starting slow then getting more aggresive.

my breath came out in ragged gasps. it felt as if my chest was closing in, like i couldn't breathe at all.

i gripped the bedsheets in my hands, holding on tightly as if my life depended on it.

i heard the front door open and then shut, then his voice and footsteps coming closer to the bedroom.

"grayson." my voice came out in a whisper, my lack of breath making everything hard for me.

the door opened quietly and he stepped in, his smile dropping right when he saw me in my state of panic.

he rushed to my side, holding my hands in his and his eyes locked on my shifty and frantic eyes.

"baby. love, i'm here. breathe with me. in....and out. in, and out. okay? breathe honey. you're okay."

in the past, his voice and presence was enough, but this time, i couldn't calm down. i found my hands slipping out of his grip to grab at my chest.

"can't- breathe." i gasped. he quickly got up, grabbing my inhaler from my desk drawer.

"here princess. you're okay." i took a few deep breaths with the inhaler, my breathing now more equal. however, my heart kept pounding, almost to the point of causing pain in my chest.

tears now fell from my eyes, and i collapsed into his arms, exhausted from my panic attack.

he held me close, rubbing my back and placing kisses on my head every now and then.

"i got you baby. i got you."

my heart slowed, my breathing still even.

i leaned back on the bed, and grayson copied my actions, pulling me close to him again.

with his arms wrapped around my body, i felt safe and warm inside.

"i was so scared grayson-n." he shushed me when my voice cracked, tears still slowly falling.

"i know baby. but, i'm here now. you're okay princess. i've got you."

"i c-couldn't breathe." i cried again, my breathing quickening.

"honey, stop. you're getting yourself worked up again. what matters is that you're all good now, and i'm here. just, try to rest okay?"

his calming voice settled me slowly, and i soon fell into a light slumber, his words repeating themselves in my head.

you're okay. i'm here.

published sept 26 2020
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