✔️ Daddy | NAMJOON

twenty-nine

"Hey, what's all the noises??" Taehyung asks, followed by Jimin and Jungkook behind him.

"Let's check it out," Jimin stood up from the creamy colored couch.

They knocks on Namjoon's room but getting no respond so Jungkook just open the door wide. An angry and depressing Namjoon's appears in their eyes.

"H-hyung," the youngest boy calls out, feeling uncomfortable with the aura in the room.

"Why am I that so blind? Why am I so selfish?" asks Namjoon himself, face buried in his hands.

"Hyung, what happen?" Taehyung asks going beside his bed.

"I make her sad, I disappointed her. I'm sorry Tae. I'm too selfish, what is happening to myself? why am I like this?" Namjoon asks, stressing himself.

"Hyung, everyone whose in relationship can fight. I'm not mad because I have experience this with Jimin a lot of time already. I clearly understand how you feel. But solves everything by yourself. That's how it works. Avoid lies. Be smart and honest. You shouldn't say sorry to me hyung, I'm not the one you should be saying sorry at. It's your lover. Go and get her now or it's your loss hyung," said Taehyung, patting Namjoon's shoulder.

Namjoon stood up from the soft mattress and go towards the exit door to his room, but before leaving, "Thanks guys," with that he goes out to find you.

He go to check on you at the guest room but you're not there, He was going to check if you're at Jin's room but he shook his head, not to check you there. He's sure that you'll not be there, or so he thoughts.

He found you no where in the house, but the this one location popped in his mind.

He walks out, going to the backyard garden that's somehow hidden behind the mansion. Just when he land his foots on the ground of the green grass, he hears a familiar girl voice, ke knew where it comes from and whose voice it is.

'Lost myself, seventeen
Then you came, found me
No other magic could ever compare

There's a room
In my heart with the memories we made
Took 'em down but they're still in their frames
There's no way I could ever forget, mmm

For as long as I live and as long as I love
I will never not think about you
You, mmm
I will never not think about you

From the moment I loved, I knew you were the one
And no matter what have I do, ooh, mmm
I will never not think about you'

You sighed a deep sigh, holding a pretty white daisy flower in your hand, playing the stem with your finger. "I miss you, Eomani," you look up at the grey sky. "Appa is fine, We have dinner together with Taetae last night, it's fun. How I wish you're there too," she looks down to the flower she's holding.

"Baby..," Namjoon's voice called out. You didn't move an inch, you just stare at the flower, playing with the stem with your thumbs. You just don't want to look at him with your tears stuffing down on your cheeks, wet.

He joins sitting down with you on the green grass, "I'm sorry baby I went to far, I'm sorry I swore at you, I regret doing that and too stupid to understand and jump into conclusion without hesitation. You can slap me as much as you want, you can hurt me as much as I deserve it, just hurt me, please don't hate and leave me baby.." He said sincerely to you.

You sighed, again wiping your tears off, drying. "Slap or hurting you is not worthy, you know?"

"Why would you say that?" he asks looking at your eyes as you looks up to him.

"Because I love you too much to hurt you," you look into his orbs.

Tears forming in his eyes, he look down, sniffles could be heard from him. "I'm sorry, Y/n-ah," he sobs.

Your eyes immediately go wide, "Hey, hey you shouldn't cry, come on where's the toughest men I knew go?" You cheers him up, even he hurts you, seeing him crying like this hurts you more and you strongly knew how he's feeling right now deep inside his heart.

"I'm so sorry, I regret being so selfish of myself without thinking about your feelings, I really thought you like Jin than me, I thought you don't love me anymore," he confessed, sobbing.

"Oh come on, Joonie you knew better, I would never love anyone as much as I do to you. My heart will always belong to you only, note that," You pull Namjoon into your embrace, he sobs harder on your neck. Being in this position, you love it, feeling him so small in your arms.

"I truly love you, I really do, so much," he sobs, wrapping his arms around you. You shushing to him to calm him from his hard sobs that causes him hiccups a few times. "Let's get inside," You stand up, helping him standing up.

...

"Go wash your face, I'll bring water okay?" he nodded at you.

You go downstairs to get two water bottles then go upstairs to your shared room again.

He's laying on the bed, he glances at your when you open the door then close it shut. "Y/n..," he calls out, he usually calls you with your real name when he have the needs of attention from you; clingy.

You hummed at him, sitting yourself on the side bed. "Joonie didn't feel good," he pull your hand to wrap it with his. Just how you like it when he be so tiny for you. only for you.

You furrowed your eyebrows and put your palms on his forehead.

"Gosh, Joonie how can you suddenly get sick,"

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A/N: that one fact when Joonie appears and be tiny only for Y/n makes me in uwu so much, come on this is too SOFT! im not cryingg 😭😭😭 please VOTE for every chapter that you're reading doe i would be really happy if you do, thank you and i love you Bubs! 💗💜