My stupid life

My stupid heart </3

Hey! Marco, I'm Rachel, if that's my name and I just wanted to tell you that you are an extraordinary person and I shouldn't have told anyone that I like you, I am sorry.

Tania: Hey are you there Rachel ?what r u doing ?

Yes I'm here I'm writing a message to Marco because it's all my fault I shouldn't have told anyone that I liked him now he hates me without even knowing me.

Tania: wait, why are you writing to him? And why do you think he's mad at you?

His friends  made fun of him in front of me because I like him, I feel so bad.

Tania:leave him he does not deserve you u r  a great girl and if he does not want to meet you let him go.

Well I'll let him know me, why can't a boy like him fall in love with me? Well, I'm not the most beautiful girl in school, but I know that if he knew me he would love me.

Tania: Idk Rachel . 

mmm you know that nobody trusts me or what I think I can do, as I say I will do it tomorrow I will go to school with Jorge he is a friend of Marco's sister and I want to meet her.

Tania: I believe in you but he's not your kind of friend, hey Rachel, do you hear me? Are you there?

Goodbye dear.

"knock on the door"

WTF Marco ? what are you doing here wait how do you know where i live

Marco: I received your message and I asked Jorge where you live.

Oh yes Jorge is my friend but why are you here?

Marco: Look, I'm flattered that you like me, but forget about me, I don't like Latinas and I have a girlfriend.

My mind: Oh mierda cómo sabe que soy latina ? 

Oh Marco don't worry I was just confused with my feelings but now everything is clear.A question how do you know that I am Latina?

Marco: Jorge told me, well now that everything is clear, I have to go bye Rachel.

Yes And yes, friends, I cried as you cannot imagine it, I looked stupid in front of the boy I like, I didn't want to talk to anyone.And that was only the beginning.

The next day I didn't go to school I felt so stupid, possibly Marco and I would exchange glances and I didn't feel ready. It's really amazing, for example when you get up at noon and try to look at the sun and those damn rays of it will make you cry because you just opened your eyes.

As I am a girl from Latin America I do not live with my parents and my brothers in the United States I live with my aunt who married an American boy both were worried because that day I had not eaten anything it was surprising because I always ate and too much LOL. How that day I didn't want to talk to anyone, I turned off my cell phone and that day I just slept.

The next day I woke up much better after having felt insufficient and with self-esteem to the ground.

So I got up, bathed, dressed, ate, and went to school. My uncles were going out this weekend and I would stay home alone.I didn't know what he would do alone that weekend. When I got to school I thought that Tania would be there but that day my best friend had not gone and had not received a message from her. I was too worried that I stopped thinking about what I would do if I ran into Marco.I called Jorge and asked him if he had seen her, he said no, he was much more worried that I called his house and his mother answered me and asked me how we got up and if the kicks that Tania throws when she sleeps. she had hurt me. Hearing that, I simply cut the call.

The only friends I had were Jorge and Tania did not know what to do, I walked so fast through the corridors of the school to get home early and look for her or do something to find Tania. As I was running to get out of school, I ran into Marco and fell to the ground.

Marco: I'm sorry Rachel, are you okay? I'm sorry for Tania I hope you're better.