✓ PLEASURABLE MESS

one

TRIGGER WARNING
this book contains rape, violence, pregnancy,
and death. Which some readers might find
disturbing or traumatizing.

DISCLAIMER
The plot is actually a mess lol. I was 13 when I wrote this and I really didn't make a conrete plan of what would happen in these stories. Ideas would just hit me and the plot would just naturally continue on like that. There might be some parts where it's confusing so I apologize in advance.

Oh and the y/n here isn't what u would consider as smart or a badass whatever you'd call it because I was also a total cringe in the past when I made this so if u hate dumb/weak y/n then this book is not for you.

(‼️COMMENTS WITH SPOILERS WILL BE DELETED‼️)
so don't spoil the fun for other peeps

Come on Y/n! Dance or just drink" one of your friends said and handed you a drink. You faked a smile and raised your hands to reject the drink she was offering

"Come on now!" She said and forced you to drink it and you gulped it all down.

Ugh, I really don't like the taste of beer

"We need to gather all of the energy because the son of the Hwang family usually comes here!" She said as she swayed her body to the music

I want to go home

"I think I should get going yu-" when you stood up it felt like you could collapse any moment, you were getting dizzy and your head hurts

I really have a bad control of liquor

You sat back down and put yourself together. Yuri, your friend was already in the dance floor without you even noticing her going there. You decided to just sit down here alone because if you try to stand up again you'll get dizzy and prolly collapse

"What is a pretty lady like you doing here all alone?" Your eyes furrowed as a couple of guys sat beside you

"I-Im not alone" You said

"Really? Who are you with?" One of the guys asked and you looked at yuri on the dance floor grinding her body to strangers

She's really drunk

"With my friend" You said and stood up to go to yuri but one of the guys grabbed your hand and pinned you back down to where you were sitting

"H-Hey! Let go of me!" You yelled, one of the guys picked you up and you tried your best to escape but the drink yuri forced you to drink was making you really weak and dizzy

What is that drink made of anyways? Why am I feeling so dizzy and weak?

"N-No! Please put me down! I beg you!" You yelled from the top of your lungs but because of the loud music and everyone around you was drunk no one was able to help you

Am I gonna get raped?

Before you knew it you collapsed

(I'm sorry No Bed Scenes here ya'll 💀)

YOUR eyes shot wide open and immediately sit straight up. You hissed in pain when you suddenly felt pain all over your body and a mild headache

Then you suddenly remembered, a couple of guys approached you last night and were carrying you somewhere. You immediately looked around to see where you are and that's when you noticed the man beside you

No shit sherlock

You looked at your clothes and you were right, you were naked on a stranger's bed with the stranger beside you

What happened last night? What happened!?

You gulped as you start to panic. You looked over to the man next to you and he was somewhat familiar

You kept on looking on his face until it finally hits you. You gulped as you recognized him

From all of the man in the world, why does it have to be him!?

Hwang Hyunjin, a mafia leader of one of the five mafia families on korea. You literally started panicking, you slept with a mafia leader!?

You needed to get out of this place

You have to get out of this place!

You slowly jumped off the king-sized bed and saw your clothes on the ground. As soon as you saw it and the fact that the clothes proved that you 'did it' with a freaking mafia leader made you gulped

You immediately put your clothes back on and looked around to find a way out, at this point you forgot the pain all over your body. The only thing on your mind was escaping

The huge balcony caught your attention and you immediately walked to it. You checked if the fall was high or not and gladly it wasn't that high so you can jump off and escape

You looked back to the room to check if the guy woke up but he hasn't and this was a perfect time to jump and escape. You took a deep breath and jumped off

"Agh!" You immediately covered your mouth and checked if there was someone guarding the area but it was clear, no one was there

You immediately ran for it and escaped

YOU arrived at your house and as soon as you opened the door your brother was already standing there while having his arms crossed

"Why didn't you come home last night?" He said with eyes full of suspicion and anger. You bit your bottom lip and sighed

"I-I was with yuri, she got drunk and I was the one who take her home. I also kind of drank and you know my bad control of liquor so I ended up sleeping in her place" You lied and walked passed by him seems like he wasn't buying any of it

I mean I can't tell him that I almost got gang raped and ended up sleeping with a mafia leader of one of the five mafia families on korea. He would flip out if I would tell him

"Tell me the truth" he sternly said and you gulped

"It is the truth" You argued and he sighed

"Yuri texted me saying that she lost you last night" you froze in your spot and slowly looked at him, he was waving his phone with yuri's message on it

Shit

You avoided eye contact and looked down as he approached you

"Tell me what happened" without even noticing it tears started to stream down your face and you crouched down to the ground "hey hey hey, it's okay. I'm here" he said and hugged you

"I-I didn't know what happened...I just woke up and found myself in a strangers bed- I seriously didn't want that to happen I would never want it to happen I still have my dreams that I want to fulfill and and-" he cut you off

"Shhh listen to me, take a deep breath and stay calm" he said and wiped your tears with his hands, he cupped my face and let it face him

You did exactly what he said and when you calmed down he started asking you what happened and you told him everything he was obviously angry but he decided not to show it to me or yell at me

"Do you know who that guy is?" He asked

I want to tell him everything but let's just keep this one as a secret I wouldn't want to know what he would do if he finds out that the man I slept with is a mafia leader

You shook your head indicating that you have no idea who that man was and he let out a deep sigh

"D-Do you think I'm gonna be pregnant?" You asked

"I don't know, but if you do end up getting pregnant what would you do to the baby?" He asked and looked at you waiting for your answer

"I would raise it" you responded and a small smile escaped your lips