Till the twins came

FRIENDS

Time passes, Marcus and Martinud have become my best and only friends, i know that it's cery sad that in so long i have made only two friends, but this also has good things, when i'm with them it's the only moment when i'm happy for real, when my smile isn't fake, when all the pain gets away, when i can say that i'm fine without lying.

Luckily, Robbin doesn't know about this, i begged the twins to not tell anyone that they are my friends and in school i told them to act like they didn't know me.

I know that they maybe can help me but i'm scared, scared that if Robbin knows that i'm tgeir friend he could hurt them too, and if something bad happend to them i don't know what i would do, they are the only good thing in my life, the only ones that make me laugh and smile.

*few minths later*

Robbin gives me a beating uo at the end of school because i forgot to do his art project, when i stand up from the floor i see the twins looking at me worried, i give them a sad smike and leave.

In the afternoon i go for a walk to clear my mind, when i hear Martinus calling me

-y/n

He takes my arm to get my attention, but since i had cutted myself some minutes befire going out when his hand touched my arm it hurted, the are my best friends but i have necdr told them that i cut myself, i'm nor sure why, i just don't want them to know.

I let go my arm from his hand and tried to make not notice that it hurt me, but i fail

-are you oka?-Marcus asks

-yes, yes, don't worry- i say nervous

-let me see- Martinus says not believing what i said

He tries to tak my arm again but i avoid him and i walk some steps back

-hey relax, just let us see, it can't be that bad- Martinus said comming closer

-no, it's nothing- i say nervous

-you can trust us y/n, don't hide anything from us- Marcus says

They keep trying to take my arm and i avoid them, it's working for the moment, but they have an advange and it's that i get tired easily.

I stop a second exhausted and they take the oportunity, Marcus holdd mr by my waist and Martinus grabs my hand and raises mh sleeve. When they see the cuts Martinus paralyzed and Marcus let me go, tears start running down my face

-have you done them?- Martinus asks

I nod in tears, he hugs me and Marcus put his hand on my shoulder

-why didn't you tell ud before? We would have helped you- Marcus says

-i-i don't know- i say

-how long? For how long you've been doing this?-Martinus asks

-three or four...- i shut uo realizing all the time that this has been going on

-three or four what?- Marcus asks

-years

I start to cry harder, Martinus hugs me tigter and Marcus finally joins the hug

-stop it please, don't hurt yourself anymore, we'll help you, i promise- Martinus says

-thank you- i say when i stop crying

Some minutes later Robbin appears

-well, apparently the singers have moved to tge ering side, whst the fuck are you doing

-you are a disgusting being- Marcus says

-well, with tgose we have, yoy are lucky to be famoud, if you weren't you would end up like that weirdo

-this weirdo, as you say, is the nicest person i know, is a really good person with the kindest heart and she desdrves tje world, not like you monster- Martimus says

His words makes me smile, finally i feel that someone cares about me

-you apreciate her quite a lot for what i can see, sit and wach boys

He takes me and starts hitting me, but this time much harder than any other day. The twins try to stop him but some guys come and help them so they can't move

-stop, please, stop!!- they both say at the same time

-then make me idiots- Robbin laughs

He keeps hitting me really hard until i fall to the floor really weak and exhausted, i'm sure that this timd he has ended with me, i barely can keep my eyes open