y/n looks like a normal girl but she is getting through a lot, life is hard for her but what she doesn't know is that two boys will come to her life and chage some things
It's veen a very long week, it's barely wednesday and i feel that it's been twenty days
In the afternoon i go to the park with Martinus to play some football, we have been playing for about an hour when Martinus kicks the ball too hard and it desapears far away between some trees
-i'm go for it, i'll be back in some minutes- Martinus says
-okay, it'll wait you in that bench- i say and sit down
While i'm waiting for Martinus i see y/n
-hi y/n
-oh, hello Marcus
She comes closer but she steps on a rock, i catch her before she falls
-thanks- she says
-are you okay?
-yes, don't worry
In that moment my eyes met hers and i get lost in them, we keeop staring at each others eyes for a while, i'm so lost in her eyes that i don't notice how we are getting closer and closer, we are really close now, i can feel her breath on my lips, i'm not thinking, my brain isn't working right now and i do something i'm sure that i will regret later and for what Martinus is going to kill me.
I conect our lips in a kiss, seconds later we break it, why i have done that? I sed her looking at me, i can see that her cheeks are completely red and she looks down uncomfortable
-i'm so...sorry, i...i didn't mean to...- i say nervous
-it...it's okay, i...i have to g..go
She walks away fast and i stay there without knowing what to do, why i fucking did that? I turn around and i see Martinus standing there giving me a dead look
-why Marcus? Why you do this to me?
-Martinus, i...i...
-you know that i love her
-Martinus i'm really sorry...
-Shut up Marcus, you fucking kissed her in front of me
-Martinus, we...we where really close and i didn't know what went through my head
-come on Marcus, go for her, be with her but please don't hurt her
-Martinus the kiss meant nothing, i don't love her and she doesn't love me
-yeah, whatever you say
He leaves sad and angry with me and what it's worst, hearbroken.
I don't know what to do, i sit on a bench, aftdr some time i decide to send y/n a message
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When i get home i go to Martinus' bedroom, i was going to get in when i hear him crying, i stop there with, i wasn't sure if i shout get in or not, i really wanted to talk with him and make him stop crying but i know that he's really angry with me and he won't listen to me.
After some minutes i finally decide to ger in, Martinus was lying on his bed hugging the pillow and crying
-Martinus?- i say sitting on his bed and tapping on his arm
-get out- he said
-please listen to me
-get fucking out!- he yells
-no! And you are going to listen to me!- i yell
he turns around so he is facing me
-you have two minutes- he says
-i've talked to y/n, our kiss meant nothing
-yes, of course, i didn't mean anything- he says sarcastic
-i'm saying the truth
I give him my phone so he can read our messages
-why you told her that i saw it and i had a priblem with it?
-i didn't said that you had a problen with it
-yeah you did, not with those exact words but you did
-anyway, but now you can meet with her and tell her how you feel
He kept silent, thinking about what i just said, but i know him, and i know that he will do so
-you can thank me later, after she becomes your girlfriend- i say and leave
