Here Without You (Jayy Von Monroe) (Sequel)

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After days of sulking in my room and just crying, I finally mustered up the courage to tell the fans of her death. They knew Ember was here, but they didn't know her mom was dead. Dahvie was taking care of Ember while I was mourning, along with Amy's help. Amy and Dahvie have been my rock throughout this process, and I can't thank them enough for caring so much. 

I open up my tumblr, reblogging a few pictures before I can bring myself to open up a new text post. 

"Dear SGTC,

Many of you know about Ember being born, and let me tell you, she is beautiful. She makes my dark days light up. She's just like her mother in every aspect of her personality and look.

As you all know, Ecstacy hasn't been on any social media for a few days now. And I'm ready to tell you why. 

When Ember was born, Ecstacy went through a tough time. She tore and she bled so much. Ecstacy had went into labor too early, and the placenta had detached. Ecstacy was in torture for hours on end. Ember was coming too fast. 

At the time, I and Dahvie were out doing meet-n-greets. 

That's when Ecstacy called me in a haze, and she had told me she wouldn't make it.

And she didn't.

Ecstacy died minutes after Ember was delivered.

The paramedics found her and Ember lying on our floor covered in blood. 

Ember is okay happily, but I lost the love of my life, Amy lost her daughter, and Dahvie lost his sister. 

We're all grieving greatly, and I'd appreciate to have privacy as we have a funeral and we say our proper goodbyes. 

But with her being gone, I can't promise Blood on the Dance Floor will continue.

I'm so sorry.

We love you.

-Jayy," 

I was sobbing after I had clicked "post," and minutes later my phone blew up with condolences and worried fans. 

This was finally happening.

My heart was letting her go. 

And I didn't know how to feel.

Jesus its so hard to write stories about dead people.

I cry. 

Love,

Morgan xoxo