• Chapter five part 1 •

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' sorry the pics look blurry asl the video was so fast Lmaoo my iphone couldn't keep up 😔☠️Ansleys pov

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' sorry the pics look blurry asl the video was so fast Lmaoo my iphone couldn't keep up 😔☠️
Ansleys pov

I'm sitting in the car crying and dejuane is hugging me and I can tell he's trying not to cry and his mom is in full tears. I jus want to go to my house w my mom.. I think abt my siblings wondering if they know and my dad.. I don't like my dad .. he abused me before my mom divorced him they always used to fight a lot.. I'm still mad at dejuane and his mon for keeping this a secret.. I try to let dejuanes grip off of me a little bit enough so I can grab my phone and start texting people back who said sorry and stuff

Dm: are you sure you're ready to start responding to people
You: yes* sniffles * I think I'm ready

Dejuane is now on your chest and his arms are tightly wrapped around you

You: can we go ahead and go home ..
Dm: sure thing baby
Dejuane: I miss her sm
You: me too.. I wish I jus had one last time to hug her and her calling me baby.. I'm done I can't reply to another person
Dm: it's fine babe .. when u get ready u can .. no rush
Dejuane: here lemme see your phone

Dejuane goes to Instagram to make a story
He try's to looks his best like he wasnt crying

" hey guys ... as you know ansleys mom has passed.. she well we including my mom ofc are very sad atm.. and ansley just found out we've been hiding it from her and I'm sorry we did that ansley. But the thing is if we aren't answering the phone we are literally bawling our eyes out.. like I said ansley just found out so don't come at her w" you didn't seem sad today " this that and the other .. I love my bestfriend and y'all know I'll always be here for her.. we're gna take a small break for socials .. we love u guys and will come back stronger than ever y'all stay blessed and out the way of Corona love ans and juane"

He posted it both on snap and insta on both our accounts.. it jus made me cry more and ii really want to get home we are otw and abt five minutes.. but I want to go to my house

You: sis.. I think I'm going to go to my house for a few hours ..
Dejuane: are you sure..
Dm: yea babes no rush and you can b w us as long as you want and need
you: I'm sure.. I need to go home
Dm: ansley ik it's jus abt five houses down but please jus stay here
You: ii really want to-
* dejuane interrupts*
Dejuane: mom let her go....
Dm: okay but tonight you're sleeping here and come back asap.. and when I text u answer set me a special ring tone
You: okay.. bye y'all
SWITCH POV
DEJUANES MOM POV
me: idk if that was so smart
Dejuane: ma it's her house
me: okay but shes going to go straight to her moms room .. what if she does something to herself
dejuane: now you and me bothe know ansleys not like that..

Silence
( SELF HARM ! WARING ! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ! )

Dejuane: mom I know you're worried .. but lemme tell you abt this one time.. I was at my lowest only ansley knew.. We were hanging tg one night and I got really sad and went into the kitchen and grabbed a knife.. I went to the bathroom started to run the water to take a bath.. i never take baths so I think she knew something was up but then I started crying and I didn't think I was loud but ansley heard me.. she immediately came and started beating on the bathroom door I had it locked.. I told her to leave me alone I love her and I'm sorry .. she started crying right then and there I heard her and it was heartbreaking I began to cut and she said
" dejuane please don't do this I love you so much , more then you'll ever know, you mean so much to me, without you I couldn't live I would kill myself to b w you.. I'll forever blame myself.. this is all my falut .. dejuane I'm sorry I could've been there for you the way you needed please just stop it's not too late I love you .. please let's talk abt this "
Then she started to beat on the door again and I didn't get up she sat down at the door and cried I got out the tub opened the door and I thought she would b so mad.. she helped me realize my worth that night and taught me that wasn't the way out of this.. and we promised we would always be each other's reason for living ..

Me: dejuane why didn't you talk to me abt this
Dejuane: like I said mom I was at my lowest I'm sorry... I'll never do it again thanks to ansley.. the point is I think she'll b okay.. but I'm definitely going to go over there in a few that's my bestfriend and she will be going thru nothing alone
me: I'm going to go inside and go to sleep.. you're welcome to joined me.. but in abt one hour I need you to check on ansley
Dejuane: I'm going to go ahead and head over there now.. are u sure you're good mom ? Be honest
Me: no, but I'm going to go to sleep so I don't have to think abt it, your dad picked up your brother so we won't have to deal w him .. but Courtney ( her bestfriend) is coming soon so I'll be okay .. go be with your bestfriend
Dejuane: bye mom I love you
Me: I love you too bb

DEJUANES POV

I call Courtney to make sure she's coming

" hey ms Courtney.. my mom said your coming "

" hey dejuane.. yes I'll be right over should b there in ten how'd your Mom and ansley ?"

" not too well ansley is at her house and my mom is abt to get in the bed"

" well I'm coming for your mom but you need to go find ansley asap don't let her b alone."

" yes ma'am"

" dejuane I know this is hard on you... her mom was your second mom other than me..  be strong tho.. they both need you to b the strongest you can be..Dejuane I know that's a lot.. but for them can you do it ?"

" yes ma'am I definitely can .. for them"

" dejuane I'm so proud of you.. you're such and amazing young man.. I'll see you later .. I love you so much go b w ansley I'm almost to your house"

" okay bye love you"

" love you too baby"

I go over to ansleys house and I can't find her anywhere I'm yelling her name all over

" ANSLEY "
ANS !!
STOP PLAYING ANS
ANS PLEASE JUS ANSWER ME ANSLEY

I call her phone and I hear it I follow the ring and I hear her in the bathroom it sounded like she fell I rushed over to see her ....



WHAT YALL THINK ANSLEY DID ??? we have to get at least ten comments for the next chapter ! Yes , the same person can comment more than once 🤣💛
Word count is 1230✨✨
I did not spell check ofc y'all know me ! I'm sorry it's been a min online school is on my a!

GUYS I LOVE YOU AND IF ANY OF YOU ARE FEELING THIS WAY , KNOW ITS NOT THE WAY AND THERE ARE PPL TO HELP PLEASE BRING IT TO ATTENTION IF YOU ARE FEELING DEPRESSED .. they don't wanna see you win .. glow up and prove them wrong and stay in the game !

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