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I was uneasy with the news I heard on the radio so I quickly grabbed my bag and left the Apartment where I was staying.
"Yibo, why did you do that" - My chest hurts so much because I feel so nervous. I hope it's all just a dream.
"At Wen Capitol Hospital .."
I almost call everyone a saint because I can not absorb in my mind that because of me Yibo can do things that should not be done.
"Wang Yibo" - I repeatedly mentioned his name.
"Sir we are at the Wen Capitol"
I went downstairs and saw a lot of media in the lobby waiting for Yibo's Daddy and Mommy to come out.
I saw Seungyoun sitting in the waiting area. His eyes widened. I do not know if I will approach him or not. I wanted to stop showing him but I forgot my own pride.
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"Mr.Cho .."
He turned to me and he was obviously shocked by my presence. He stepped back to give me space to sit.
"What happened to Yibo ???" - Even though the tears in my eyes were treacherous, there was no reason to hide the weight inside me.
"He hangs his self, We dont know if he can still retrieve the Doctor, Yibo was very depressed 3 months ago until now. I hate myself because I didn't watch over him, I trust he has no intention of doing anything wrong .. It never entered on his mind that he would do all this ... "
"It all because of me ????"
He nodded at me and there were tears in my eyes.
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"Since you left him, you are always the one he is looking for. He is always waiting for you. I tried to court him. To make you disappear from his mind. I tried my best to change you in his heart but I was failed. He admitted to me. that your relationship is just Fake so I became interested in him. It was also my fault when I was with you I invited him out I made him feel like I had a real relationship so maybe we had a connection. Sorry Zhan "
"You don't have to be sorry first and for all .. You are for each other .. Your family agreed with you. Not like me. I have no right to judge you and Yibo. I know we are not suitable either."
"We are the ones meant to be .. But you are the one he loved so much" - Seungyoun
Doctor Meng came out and Seungyoun and I stood up together.
"The patient's condition is not good. He's half dead and his brain has lost Oxygen so we'll wait if he can still fight."
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Before the suicide ..
Seungyoun POV
I was busy making plans for Valentines Day Promo at my Bar when Yibo suddenly arrived.
I ignored him because it was normal that he was not in the mood.
Ever since I was the one who was with him and watched over him, he always came home drunk and no one knew that someone was waiting for him.
"I saw him but he didn't listen to me anymore"
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After he said that, he entered his room and I followed him but he did not lock the door immediately and there I could hear him crying loudly.
Its all because of Him .. So Yibo became suicidal everyday. If it weren't for me, he would be dead.
I let him consume everything in his heart. I am confident that he will come out when he has no more tears and when he is also hungry.
But 3 hrs ago he still did not come out. I do eavesdropping on his Door to make sure he is already slept before I go home.
I knocked on his door and I heard him crying softly.
"Yibo, please eat again"
Yibo ignored me and continued to lock himself in his room. I've knocked on his door 30 times but my request to him never works.
"Yibo .. Lets eat don't torture yourself .. Because of him again you are like that .."
"Xiao Zhan, doesn't loves me anymore .."
"Yibo .. Please don't waste your time for him. He has his own priority .."
"No , i want him back to my life .. But .. I cant accept the fact that he has a boyfriend ,. Seungyoun, please help me i want him .. All i want is Xiao Zhan .."
"I help you but please eat first .."
He followed me and opened the door.
"Yibo .. Why did you do this ?? I'm here I thought you liked me but why are you still hoping that the person who doesn't want to show you will come back. ??"
He just finished his meal and after that he closed his door again.
"I'm not in the mood to explain everything to you Seungyoun, I'm sleepy I want to sleep"
I am comfortable that Yibo will only sleep that night. But I already felt nervous when I heard something bang on the floor.
I quickly opened his door and I was rightly suspicious.
He was already hanging on the rope and he strangled himself.
I screamed as he removed the rope around his neck.
I tried to shake him while I still felt him gasping for breath.
