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Seungyoun and I took turns guarding Yibo. I know my guilt is still on me, He is no longer like Yibo who I met with a tough personality, satisfied but a Yibo who seeks to love the person who is not right for him.
"You take care of him first ... Just call me when you have a problem" - Seungyoun told me.
I caressed Yibo's cheek while he was covered by the many pipes that he just supports in his life.
"I never thought you would be like this .. Your too jolly person to be lying in this bed. Why did you let your life be miserable because of me ?? I thought you were ready for the day when I can no longer be with you., You showed to me that you can live without me. You also made me feel that I am only up to your life. I will lie if I do not say I love you so much and you are the only one in my heart until now."
Jiang Cheng texted me because I could not say goodbye that I would not enter.
From: Jiang Cheng
You did not go to word hey what happened?
Zhan: I feel bad sorry please tell Boss I'm not ok.
Jiang Cheng: Do you want me to bring you food after I go out ???
Zhan: No thanks .. I just want to be alone first :(
He did not reply to me., But I can not teach my heart I still love Yibo who once hurt my feelings.
Word can't express how I love Wang Yibo, so maybe I feel sick now that I'm watching him. I was annoyed with him at first but from Seungyoun's confession all of my angers with him disappeared.
"Yibo .. Please wake up ..." - I held his hand and I begged him to hear me and he woke up in the Hospital Bed.
"Once you wake up .. I will not leave your side ... Please wake up .. "
I almost ran out of all the fluid in my body due to the extreme pain of seeing him commit suicide because of someone like me.
"Yibo .. I love you .... Please wake up ..."
I don't care if I see a nurse indulging in waking him up.
"I will do everything to make up for everything I did to you .. Yibo just wake up .. Everything will come back when we have ..."
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Lord, please don't take my baobei first .. I promise I will never hurt him, I will be an understanding boyfriend and I will not run away and leave him.
I saw the monitor coming down as the line went down. I was nervous because what we saw there was almost blank and I cried all the time.
"Baobei, are you really leaving us ??? How are our plans?"
