She never knew (Noah Centineo Fan-fiction)

Chapter 36

****Noah's POV****

((Friday morning))

"Noah...Noah..." I heard a female voice say..i was so woozy feeling everything was spinning some still.

I opened my eyes fully and seen Christina standing there I tried to move my hands and realized I couldn't, I tried to move my right leg and couldn't, couldn't even move my left leg at all either.

"Why can't I move my arms and legs?" I asked starting to panic

"Noah we had to restrain you, you became violent towards mia and dr Owens on Wednesday." She said calmly

I had fully come to it and looked down and I tried to move my arms again but no use.

"Please take these off."
I pleased

"Noah I can't until the doctor says it's ok." She frowned

I laid my head back

"Wait...what is today?" I asked

"Friday." Christina responded

"How long have I been out of it?!" I leaned my head back up.

"We gave you a sedative to help you sleep off what you probably missed out on."
She responded

I tried to move my hands again

"I can't do this."
I said

"We just can't take any chances you'll hurt yourself or someone else." She said

"What did I do to Mia?" I asked

Christina explained to me I had pushed her so hard I knocked her to the ground and then punched her in the face so hard her nose poured blood. I told her a lot of nasty hurtful things and pretty much blamed her for everything.

"Oh my..." I felt the tears fall down my face

"I'm sure she understands." Christina said

"She's probably afraid of me now."
I said

"Well  just understand where she's coming from as she understands where you are coming from." Christina said

"I hope she'll forgive me." I said

****Mia's POV****

I sat in the music room, I couldn't play anything today, my mind was so full of stuff. Thank God for my meeting with Alex yesterday, he helped me through the traumatic stuff with Noah. Helped me understand where he was coming from but helped me understand it's ok for me to feel what I do, and honestly I'm afraid of him right now. That was not like the Noah at all, and it was scary especially because he put his hands on me not once but twice. Alex assured me what Noah did and said was in a psychotic state, and when Noah went To the teen unit Monday he'd be there at least 6 weeks to work through what he's been through and get the help he needs. Alex said he'd be still working the ward, so at least I know he'll be in good hands.

"Hey girl" I looked up to see Alexa coming in and she sat down next to me

"Hey." I put my pen down just from doodling on my notebook paper

"So are you still going to see Noah today?"
Alexa asked

"Alex encouraged me to face my fear of seeing him, I'm not allowed to go without my dad or uncle."
I said

"I hope he goes back to the normal Noah."
Alexa said

"Me too....you shoulda seen it. It was so scary: they had to restrain him. I didn't see him like that. The punch in the nose and push was enough."
I said