Him (BTS J-HOPE FANFIC)

Second Thoughts

*J-Hopes POV*

I paid the cab driver and headed toward the dorm I was staying at. I took a deep breath before walking in, it's 2 in the morning.. and I was gone all day.. will the members be mad at me? One way to find out..

I opened the door and a paper plane flew across my face. What the hell?

V:" OH! It's still flying :D!"

Jungkook:" aish I thought the pizza was here."

Jungkook and Suga were are playing games.. Vs his usual self, Jimin and Namjoon aren't around..hm I guess everyone is minding there own business.

As I headed to my room, "Yah! Hoseok! Where have you been? You were gone all day. Were you really in Times Square?. Did anyone recognize you?" Jin askes too much questions -_-. He might give me a lecture u.u

I didn't answer and handed him the Mario stuffed doll I got him. His eyes widen as he gasped. "Omo! So cute!" He hugged it and walked away, he has issues .-.

V:" yah! Did you get me anything?" He pouted.

"Here. This is yours, isn't it cute?" I handed him a medium size stuffed fuzzy bear that wore a red shirt with a large letter on it 'V'. I got it from the Disney store Ally took me to.

"This.. is.. THE BEST. Its like a mini V. I'll name you.. V Jr. Thanks Hobie!" V sat back down on the couch sitting the bear next to him.

"Yoongi! Here, this will help you get girls. Haha xD" I handed him the green t-shirt.

"What is this?" He unfolded it. "Oohh! Nice.. but hey.. I can get girls -.-"

Jungkook:"yeah, you can GET girls to runaway from you haha xD"

Suga gave Jungkook a face, "I'm going to bed." He left and shut the door to his room. So sensitive -.-

Jungkook:"Did you get-"

I threw him a M&Ms book bag and the bag of candy I got.

Jungkook:"aayyeee ^^"

"Where's Namjoon and Jimin?" I asked V as I sat beside him.

"Jimins passed out. And Namjoon went to get the pizza we ordered." What? He went on his own?

"Why didn't you guys just ask for delivery?" I suggested.

"Nah he insisted.. we didn't care anyways. Yah! Jungkook stop cheating!" V and Jungkook were focused on the racing game they were playing.

I got up to prepare myself for bed. After I washed up I layed on my bed and stretched my whole body out.

Namjoon was home by then, the dorm smelled like pizza, I'll get a slice in the morning if the member's don't finish it.

"Arrgghhh!!". Damn I'm tired, I grabbed my phone and switched it on. Ally, she was the first thing that popped up on my phone. I was still on her picture I had taken from the park. Gosh she's so gorgeous, and to think that I kissed her!

....but suddenly my heart felt cold and felt hard. I forgot that she doesn't know me as Hoseok but as Jay. I'll admit I gave myself a cool name, Jay.. It's neat. Hehe. But still.. I'll have to tell her who I really am eventually.

What if she ends up hating me for not being honest? What if she thinks I'm toying with her? I don't want to hurt her. What am I going to do when I have to go back to Korea? .. Aish this is going to be one hell of a ride...

I scrolled through my gallery and saw the video I took of her at the M&Ms store.

-Video playing-