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J-Hope: Ally... it's me, Hoseok.

My smile faded. This is Hoseok? Funny.. I thought I'd remember him but. I don't. He approached me slowly but I backed away.

"Guys.. who is this?"

Suga: Ally this is Hoseok, he's part of BTS.

V: Yeah, you're his girlfriend.

BTS: V! Tsk man.. keep ya mouth shut!

"No I'm not?"

His eyes widen.

J-Hope: Ally.. you call me Jay.

I looked at him confused. Jay? I thought his name was Hoseok?

RM: Let's leave them alone for a while. Don't worry Ally we'll be right upstairs.

V: I'll be right outside this door.

They left. I stood staring at 'Jay' I really don't remember who he is.

J-Hope: You don't remember me?

"No.. you were... my boyfriend?"

J-Hope: We were very close.. you risked your life for me.. for us.

I look down at the floor, his gaze made me get goosebumps for some odd reason.

"I did... heh."

J-Hope: You.. loved me. Dearly. I have pictures of us together.

He took out his phone and handed it to me, I took it and scrolled through his picures. He's right. We took a bunch of selfies.. is that us kissing? Oh my.. He was someone important but, this is all a blur. I handed him back his phone but I wasn't looking at him.

J-Hope: Look, these are my keys. You see this key chain? It says Ally on it. You have the exact same one but it says my name, Jay. We got these at the M&M store when we first hung out. In Times Square.

This dude scares me. He handed me his keys and I looked down at the key chain. My heart stung again, why is it like this? Okay. This guy is obviously someone important, I feel bad I can't remember though.

J-Hope: You told me all your secrets, thoughts, ideas, you have a tattoo heart on the center of your spine. I only know that because I was with you when you got it. You held my hand since it hurt, but you said you don't feel pain when you're with me...

His eyes got watery, I felt myself tear up. He speaks with such affection about me, and I don't even know who he is. All I know now is that he was once sacred to me. I walked towards him and gave him a hug.

"...I'm sorry I don't remember you. I'm still your friend."

J-Hope: I'll except that. Heh. I've missed you.. so much.

He embraced me.

"I don't know why.. but.. I feel really happy where I am right now.."

I heard his heart beat, it beated fast and surprisingly mine did too, but it felt right. I looked up at him, he was already looking down at me.

J-Hope: You have no idea how happy I am to be holding you right now.. I thought I'd never get the chance to again..

"Did I scare you?"

He chuckled.

J-Hope: Words can't explain how I felt when I watched you fall to the ground. I really thought I lost you.. for good.

I gasped and held him tighter, a tear ran down my cheek. Remembering about that terrible dream I had, made me cold and shiver. He lifted my chin up and wiped away the tear with his finger tips. Then gently placed a kiss upon my lips, it was so velvety. I didn't move, I stood still, I closed my eyes and entwined the kiss. He pulled away and glared at me.

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