Black and Blues

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It's been 5months.. Liam is still here. Jay doesn't talk to me anymore, neither does V. The others still talk to me but not like before. Liam beats me every night, or when I "disobey" him. He doesn't hit my face though, but I have bruises all over my back, arms and my legs. I try to cover up as much as possible, I don't even dress like how I used to. Jane always asks whats wrong but I only tell her I'm stressed out. No one seems to notice how much I just want to fucking die. I hate everything. I want to go back home and get away from Liam. Get away from all of this, and start over. I'll work in the bakery again, it paid well, I'll do anything else than work here. I don't even care what happens to me anymore, not like anyone would care. I only mess things up.

J-Hope: My make up stylist isn't here today so you'll have to do for tonight. Bye.

That's the first time he's spoken to me.. so blunt. He definitely hates me. They'll never be Ally&Jay again. He'll never forgive me, it hurts so much that he's been completely distant. As if we never had anything, I don't blame him. It just hurts. I love him.

Jane: Hey girl. It's okay, just do what you gotta do and it'll all be over before you know it.

I nodded as I tied my hair up into a pony tail, my sleeve slightly revealed a bruise.

Jane: Oh my god. Al. What happened here?

She grabbed my arm and lifted my sleeve. Her eyes widen. Oh no.

"I just-"

Jane: ALLY! What is this? Who did this to you?! Tell me! .. was it Liam? How long has this been going on for?!

I yanked my arm away from her.

"No! Shut up! This is... I did to myself. Honest"

My voice cracked a bit. I tried not to break down and cry.

Jane: If there's something you need to tell me you can, I'm your friend remember?

I want to tell her, but I'm done causing more problems.

I shook my head and forced a smile.

"Everythings fine. I need to go now."

I walked out of the room, I don't want anyone to worry. I don't want anyone to get hurt either, Liam will go bezurk and possibly kill me... that prick. I'll have to be more careful, at least until I go back home.

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*J-Hopes POV*

Jane: Hoseok. Guys. Come I need to speak with you guys, it's important.

What does she want now?

Jimin: What is it?

Suga: Yeah, what? We have no time for this we need to practice!

RM: What is it, exactly?

Jane: Ally.

BTS: Ahh! No.. Come on Jane why? She's a liar! What now?

I don't want to hear anything about her -_-

Jane: You guys are seriously jerks! Okay, I know she lied. But she's still Ally, your friend, things happened too fast she got caught up with a few problems.

"Bullshit. She knew exactly what she was doing."

V: Who cares about her anyways? She'll be gone in less than 3 months.

Jimin: Then she'll be back in New York.

Jin: What did she do now?

Jane: Guys... I think Liam abuses her. Today I noticed bruises all over her arm, who knows where else she could have them. I'm sure it was Liam. Guys I'm really worried.

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