Him (BTS J-HOPE FANFIC)

- Ally POV (Extended Version)

Jay wasn't joking when he said he had a gift for me back at home. I was "punished" if ya know what I mean. *-* . Hehe. We fight often but what's a relationship without arguments? Exactly nothing. Sometimes he gets me upset when he tickles me, yeah I know. I'm overly sensitive but I can't help my funny bone. I'm crazy... to think I was considering in moving to N.Y all because of that fucking kiss. Who does she think she is?! I'm definitely no longer a fan of hers anymore. Next time I see her I'll show her who's the queen of Jays heart, and if I have to get physical then so be it. God I hate that she kissed him. The thought of it gets me so angry. Jay walked in and lay beside me on the bed.

"Open wide!" He fed me a strawberry.

"Mmm. It's good.."

He chuckled. "I know."

"What are the others doing?"

"They went to practice."

"What are you doing here?"

"I took the day off.. I wanna spend time with you babe."

I awed and gave him a kiss. "You didn't have to..."

"Of course I had to... here." He fed me another strawberry.

"Hey I gotta ask ya something.." he said.

I raised an eyebrow.

"Did you and Taemin talk about anything last night? Did he console you? Or uh.. how'd he calm you down? I mean..you're pretty hard to tame. Heh."

I thought about last night..

-flashback-

"What do you mean staying here was a bad idea?" He said.

"Ugh! I'll explain later just drive.."

He stood silent until we got to his place, he walked in and sat me on the couch. He offered me a glass of water, I took a few sips before I spoke. I explained what happened.

"It was probably a misunderstanding." He said.

"You should've seen him. He looked like he enjoyed it.."

"He was in shock maybe? He loves you, he did a good job showing it off to all his fans."

He's right. But Jay is so stupid! Letting Hyorin kiss him.

"Still! They kissed!"

"Let him explain in the morning.. get some rest."

He walked me to the guest room, it's so nice here, big and spacious with my own huge bathroom! Wow.

"Make yourself at home." He said.

He closed the door and I took a shower then changed into Pjs. I stepped out to the balcony and watched the waves hit the shore. This is so pretty, so calming. Why does Jay have to be famous god? Why couldnt he be a normal person..hm.. either way he'd be an outstanding person. He's crazy talented and so bright. He gives me hope ^^... although right now I'm not so hopeful. What if I have to deal with this type of shit all the time? Can I go through with it? I've gone through way worse though...but this..this actually feels more worse than the past. Relax Ally, you're just upset right now. I hope he has a good explanation. I hope he tells me it was all her. I hope I hope I hope I hope! I slided the door shut and walked downstairs, Taemin was making hot chocolate.

"Hey...you want some? You okay now?"

I nodded and took the mug he handed me. He poured me hot chocolate, I took a sip.

"Mm! This taste..different? Did you add something?"

"Hazel nut."

"Aahh.. it's delicious."