Him (BTS J-HOPE FANFIC)

The Fan Sign Event

Once again I woke up with puffy eyes, and a headache -_-. I've been crying myself to sleep the past two nights, I've gotten a bit thinner since I've been skipping meals. I look a bit pale Cathy hasn't noticed since I use make up to look normal. Cathy still hasn't spoken to me.. she even threw out the dinner I made her the other day in the garbage. Is she really THAT upset?

I switched on my phone, no messages and no calls, from anyone. Jay hasn't spoken to me since the last time we spoke, its been 2 days but feels like years. I've texted him several times and left him 2 voicemails but no answer. Its like he was ignoring me what the hell? He's a jerk! I should've known he was just another player >< ! I put my pillow over my face trying to hold in my tears, a slight sob escaped from me. My heart felt like it's been broken to pieces.

Everything he did was an act, the kiss didn't mean anything to him. Ugh I hate him!.. I layed there for a few moments and finally got up to see what the day holds for me.

The usual obviously. Bored all morning, run a few errands then head to work. Thank goodness it's Friday though, I'll probably come back home and pig out and catch up on my k-dramas.

I slowly was on my way to the kitchen when suddenly Cathy came in through the entrance holding some mail. She gave me a quick glance then continued looking through the mail. She handed me a letter then walked in her room.

I miss her.. I looked down at the letter. It was the fan sign tickets!! I had completely forgotten about them since I was too busy handling my business. I ripped open the envelope, ahh the smooth texture and fresh smell of BTS fan sign tickets. I ran into Cathy's room without hesitating attacking her on to her bed.

"WHAT THE HELL?! GET OFF ME AL!" She threw me off.

"LOOK! LOOK!" I sat on her bed swinging the tickets across her face.

"Wha- oh my gosh. OH MY GOSH! HOW'D YOU GET THESE?" She snatched them from me.

Finally she spoke to me! "I ordered them online for us to go! And.. to make up for the other night.. I don't want you to stay mad at me forever.." I looked down to the floor. She stood staring at me with a serious look, my heart beated faster and faster.

"So.." she gave me the death stare before she spoke again 0.0 "You thought buying BTS fan sign tickets were going to make up for the other night?" She didn't sound too satisfied, I swear if these tickets don't I'm giving up. I mean they're FAN SIGN TICKETS. HELLO? FAN SIGN TICKETS, YOU MEET THEM UP CLOSE!

I lightly nodded.

"Psh.. oh Al" she looked down at the tickets, oh my gosh she's going to reject me u.u .. my poor heart.

"COME HERE YOU!" She hugged me tight. I hugged her back ^^. "OF COURSE IT MAKES UP FOR EVERYTHING! OH I'M SO SORRY I'VE BEEN SUCH A BITCH TO YOU.." she started to tear up. I couldn't help it I started to tear up too and held her tighter.

"I'm so sorry baby.. I'm sorry, so so so sorry." She said rubbing my back.

"Its ok. I don't care how you treated me, we're okay now and thats all the matters" I said slightly pulling away from the hug and wiping her tears.

"Let's go out to eat breakfast and buy some baking ingredients. I'm in the mood to make cookies!" She said as she got up and put out her hand to me. I grabbed it and got up.

After I was done getting ready I looked for my keys. Damn where are my keys? I looked under my bed and there they were, I got them and got back up. I stood there. Staring down at my keys.

'Jay' the key chain...

I was tried to get rid of it but I struggled. Ugh forget it, I'll get rid of it later.