Jesydroid was vexed.
"And I knew it. I knew it would happen but y'know what? What can I do now? She had a . . . she had something like a heart attack once she first got back on drugs again. She told me her chest hurt and-and I should have been more careful and strict about taking care of her and I just . . ." Leigh was inconsolable. Her face was red and so were her eyes and for once she just looked done. She sounded angry and sad and . . . mainly angry it seemed. She was against a wall as Jade and Perrie rubbed either of her arms and the rest of the team sat in their broken armour on chairs in the waiting room.
Little Jesy had made them show up at the playground where she and baby Leigh met since she didn't know where the hospitals were but once everyone yelled at her telling her that the hospital was close by she was able to get them there . . .
Luckily, no one was present in the waiting room and no one had been at the playground either. It was because the world was camping outside of Jin's apartment so that awful thing turned out to come in handy in this moment.
It was eight p.m now. They had popped up around seven. Of course doctors were present though. They had shifts so they took turns camping outside Jin's place and working. No one had seen them suddenly pop up so that was good . . .
Leigh-Anne sniffed as more tears fell even as she looked angry. "Was it really that important? All of this training and whatever else happened to make me distracted? Oh f*ck that there was nothing distracting me I was just . . . that time where she went and-nand-and she gone out while I went to visit you Jade, you and Tae I shouldn't have done that. I want to be there for everyone but that's not how life works and I need to start being more realistic. Everyone says I live in a fairy tale land or I act like it anyway and it's not 'cause I think things have happy endings but because I think that I can be everything to everyone when that's not how life is as I said before. That's not how it is. And Jesy partially believes that she can be a superhero to all of us. You can have all the powers Jes, you can but if your soul is damaged who can you really save? Huh Jesy?? Focus on saving yourself first God damn it! I can't even be mad at her because she's got brain damage and she needs someone to care for her and that's me. I'm her fiance, I'm meant to be her wife soon and I didn't even think that she may have had brain damage or-or f*cking schizophrenia which she clearly has based on what Yoongi was saying when we first got here. Leigh-Anne she was on cocaine! Addiction doesn't just go away! She started on it when she was 12 or 11 so it must have caused severe damage! It must have! You can't just let her bite you and call it coping! You can't . . ." Leigh folded her arms and walked away from them for a moment. She walked a bit down the hall with her head to the ceiling and then walked back. "It's pointless. Blubbering on isn't gonna do a God damn thing it won't."
They were all just staring at her. Her accent became thicker as she spoke just now. Some of them had trouble understanding what she was saying.
Leigh blew a raspberry.
Roc wiped at his eye. "I shouldn't have told her to come with me. I shoulda left her at home to rest."
"If she didn't show her face we would have died." Perrie sat on the ground with a look of emptiness on her face.
Leigh sucked on her teeth and shook her head before walking towards her older sister. "Where'd you put Sian? That lair of yours couldn't be just what we'd been seeing during your ridiculous war. There's more to it. Where's Sian?"
Sairah looked at her quietly.
Leigh wasn't in the mood for her games.
Sairah was still silent.
"Sairah . . . a lot of you people seem to forget that we have the same mother. I can fly off the handle too okay? Don't make me slap you silly."
Sairah rolled her eyes. "She's obviously still in the lair Leigh-Anne. The place you guys met was our war zone. Quite complex. Don't bother trying to understand it. Anyway she's still in the lair. You lot can go get her whenever but I actually have to come with you so . . . maybe you lot can't go get her whenever." She sounded dead inside as usual.
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Fabulous Fifteen: The Finale
FanfictionThe end is here. How do broken teenagers deal with a war?