[iη]secure || lookism x male of

their little mσmeηt + sρσrts dαγ ρt. 2

early chappp

hi dudes and dudettes

uhm I got a little close to home with this chapter

thanks for 25k + 1.48k votes

kinda wanted to release this at 1.5k votes but I went like, 'yeah fuck it'

anyways, feel like I wanna do a q&a

not on me

but like the main character (maybe me if I feel like it)

also the characters I just made up

like Vincent (c's death+) Jung (last chap.) and the boner guy (also last ep)

and just future info on the story

ok onto the stori

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The last time that I've done an sports day event like this..

Well it was before I died, of course.

Naturally, I was already talented in sports.

I didn't have any athletic type of body, like the one I have now.

It had an average height to it, yet it was quite frail.

A frail body that could easily be played around with.

As if I was a Ken doll.

Memories flicker in my brain, I shiver and tense.

Then I wake up to Zack's loud voice.

Not the usual loud voice.

He had worry in the tone of his voice.

"Hey, hey! What's wrong, get up!" He says shaking my shoulders.

"This isn't a sick joke, what's wrong?!"

I notice tears hanging off the side of my eyes.

I shakily take a deep breath, rubbing the sides of my temples with my palm.

"It's okay.. it's alright.." I whisper to myself, only worrying Zack even more.

I take one more breath and I snap out of it.

I get out of my seat, packing my bags.

"Has it started yet?" I ask Zack, looking straight into his eyes.

He stands there dumbfounded.

He blinks, opening, then closing his mouth - looking as if he's about to scream.

"What's wrong with you?! Are we just going to act as if that didn't just happen?"

"Sure, that would be the best. Now has it started?"

He doesn't give me any response.

"No?" I say looking down at my phone, checking the time, "5 minutes left."

I grab the bee uniform, taking off my shirt then slipping the top on.

I grip the sides of my trousers, looking at him with an eyebrow up.

"Are you gonna just stand there and watch? Privacy, Zack."

He quickly snaps out of the trance.

He nods, almost not wanting to leave, then stepping out.