All There Is

Chapter 6-Tessa

"He's such a looser"I say laughing whilst chugging the vodka Landon gave me.I came to his apartment after Hardin left our dorm.I'm so over his whiney baby shit.We're not anything and if we ever became anything it would be strictly sexual.I mean all I said was the truth which he clearly can't handle.So I waited for my food to get there and then went to Landon's to get wasted.

Landon and I were friends back in America but he got sent here way before me and we kept in touch.He just gets me in a way no one has in a while.He is my best friend and I would never change that for anything.I hate literally like everyone and he is the only person I don't and I'm no ashamed of saying that.

"Totally Tess"He laughs.

"Like come on I was just about to go down on him, we got interrupted,and then when he tried to make it seem like we were more I shut him down."I shrug taking another swig of vodka.It burns down my throat but it does the trick.After that conversation I had to have with Hardin things need to be way less in focus.

"If anything Tessa you did him a favor cause god knows you can't handle commitment."He says and I laugh.That would have offended any one else but too me it's just the simple truth and I would be the fattest hypocrite sitting here complaining about Hardin not being able to handle the truth if I sit here and cry about mine.

Why do people cry when told the truth anyway?You're gonna hear it eventually and if it's the truth accept it and try to fix it if you have an issue with it.Hardin is giving me a headache and I have only known him for a few hours.Good thing vodka exist.

"So how is Dakota?"

"There not.I broke with her."

"Finally grew the balls?"I grin.Landon has been wanting to break up with her for a while now for multiple reasons.The main one being she is clingy as hell and judges his other lifestyle a lot.This lifestyle the one where you drink your life away no matter what age you are.It's freeing.No commitment.No rules.The problems you have to face are all left for the morning along with a serious hang over that no doubt also awaits you.

"Yup."He says popping the P.

"Well it is about time."I sigh.

"But seriously how are you feeling?"I nudge his shoulder playfully.

"Fine."

"Need a distraction?"I cock my brow.

"You know me so well."He smiles and I laugh.

"That I do."

"So what do you exactly have in mind Young?"

"There is a group of perky college girls with nice asses that have been giggling and and twisting they're hair over you for the past hour."I gesture to the group of girls with my glass.

"Not in the mood for pussy tonight."He gives me a wicked smile and I immediately return it.To catch you guys up Landon came out as bisexual like two years ago back in America everyone was okay with it,everyone except his parents.

Those old fashioned pricks  basically disowned him for loving more than one sex.I just called it diversity and hyped him up for getting to taste all flavors.Growing up in the small town we did close to nothing out of the ordinary was excepted not that this was out of the ordinary.Just plain ignorance.That was Landon's tipping point and now he just party's his life away as do I but you get what you get I guess.

"Okay then there is Robert making eyes at you from the corner."I smirk at him.He laughs and rubs my leg.

"You know I love you right?"He says while laughing.

"I mean I would so now go get some dick."I nudge him.

"What about you?Your gonna be here alone."

"I knew that before I suggested you to go.Plus be alone a lot lately what's a few more minutes."I smile it's not genuine but it's a smile non the less.

Landon just nods and smiles as he makes his way to Robert.I watch them laugh and talk for a while until I see Robert drag them away.Landon winks at me before he goes which is signaling that he surely will be having some hot gay sex tonight and I couldn't be happier for him.

"Hey gorgeous."I feel someone whisper in my ear.I turn my head and see the same guy who saw me on top of Hardin just a few hours ago.

"Hey creep."

"Look I know we got off on the wrong foot."He begins but I cut him off not wanting to hear whatever shit excuse the prick was about to tell me.

"No you got on the wrong foot."

"Listen blondie your hot and I'm a straight male.I can't help if my eyes roam."His rake up and down my body and I can't tell if it's the alcohol or the fact that i'm still horney from my little experience with virgin Hardin but I don't mind it.

"Fine.Tessa."I gesture my hand out.He shakes it.

"Trevor."The music gets even louder and people start dancing.I roll my eyes and scoff at there obnoxiousness.

Trevor stands up and holds his hand out for me.I cock a brow confused at what the hell he is doing."Let's dance blondie."

I almost say no but then I think why not?He is hot enough and clearly doesn't have the same intentions as Hardin but more to my liking.

"Sure."I grab his hand and we make our way to the dance floor.We dance for god knows how long with my ass grinding against him and him nipping at my neck.Im really wasted and I'm getting tired but I can tell Trevor doesn't feel the same.

"Let's go upstairs."He whispers in my ear.

"No sorry.I'm really tired I better go."I try to walk away but he stops me grabbing my wrist and yanking me towards him.

"Not so fast blondie.We're going upstairs."

"W-What no."I try to push him away but it just makes his grip tighter.I cant take it anymore so I punch him in the balls and run.I run so fast that I don't even know where I'm going that is until I reach the door of my dorm and see Hardin.

"Hardin."I let out a sigh I didn't know I was holding and wrap my arms around him while he holds me.This isn't right and I know I'm leading him on but it feels so good in this moment so I don't care.