All There Is

Chapter 8-Tessa

             Before I know it I am heading to where I know this fucker is because that's where he is every fucking day, the frat house.He has the balls to fucking say that I slept with multiple guys and post fake photos of me with multiple men and putting the hashtag "#skankofthecampus".

I'm not going to do this again and I literally cried.He made me cry and in front of Hardin.I spent the drive in my Uber also crying ignoring the weird look the driver was giving me.

I storm my way into the house and find a guy sitting on the coach."Hey Young can I be the next one on your fuck list?"He asks.Oh my god.

I roll my eyes but smile."If you mean my fuck up list,I can move you along to the top along side Trevor.Where the fuck is he?"I say.

"Okay princess relax.He's upstairs with some chick."So Trevor can be upstairs with some chick that this guy doesn't even know the name of but I am considered the whore for something I didn't even do.I shiver at the thought of that chick could have been me.The thought of sleeping in the same bed as Trevor over Hardin makes me wanna gag.Trevor was forceful and scary while Hardin was soft and caring.If personality we're based on just looks it would surely be the other way around,Trevor the office type while Hardin the rough party type.

"Thank you."I walk away but I stop in my tracks and turn back to the piece of shit before me seated on the disgusting couch of this disgusting place."Next time you call me princess I will snap your balls in half like I will be doing to your little friend Trevor upstairs."I smile innocently despite my threatening words and make my way up the stair case that is aligned with a shit ton of trash, at the top there is a literal body lying there that looks dead but I am too set on breaking Trevor's dick to care right now.

I see a decent enough looking guy in the hall coming out of the bathroom."Hey do you know which room is Trevor's?"I ask.

"Mathews?That one there."He points behind me so I look back to find a room with a red door that is closed.I smile and nod walking over to the door but his voice stops me."I think he's with someone right now.Are you okay though?You seem flustered."

"I-I'm fine.Thank you and I don't care if he's with someone but thank you."I say the last part bitchier than I intend and almost feel bad but can't find the words to apologize cause I'm too set on beating the shit out of fucking Trevor.

I burst through the door to find a naked girl sprawled across his bed, she's gorgeous and is obviously smart if she's in this college but the fact that she's in bed with Trevor disgust me.Girls need to have more self respect."What the fuck?!"The girl yells.

"Get the fuck off out."I say as calmly as I can manage.

She scoffs."What?I'm not getting out."

"Get.Out.Before I crack open your skull like I'm about to do to him."I gesture toward Trevor who is still asleep on the bed, surprising enough, considering his late night fling is screeching like a pig getting sent to slaughter.The little girl finally agrees with a whine picking up her clothes walking out,naked.Okay.

I see Trevor so I go over to him and flip him off his bed."Good morning fucker!"I yell at his face.He wakes up rubbing his eyes then looking at me confused but once he has composed himself his cheeky grin from last night which makes me gag.

"Morning young.Come back for more."

"Can't come back for more if there was nothing at all Trevor."

"That's not what everyone on the campus thinks though."He gets up heading towards the dresser.

"Your a piece of shit."I say averting looking at him for he is naked.I take a peak to see if it's safe to look and it is for he is in boxers, finally.

"And you should have just came with me tonight.Now your just the campus whore when you could have been my whore."He looks at me and winks and I loose it.I tackle him, easily enough, slamming him into his dressed.

"You ruined my life piece of shit!"I yell and continue slapping him.I don't even know how long I do this.All I can hear from here are screams and little helps me.I feel someone pull me off him but I just get out of there group, it's a little harder this time but I kick Trevor in the balls.That's when Trevor starts crying and screaming.I go for more but this time whoever the person is behind me grabs me even harder pulling me over there shoulder.I really can't move now and it's suffocating.

I'm pulled out of the house and into a car and it is only when I am layed down in the back of a white corolla do I realize the one who pulled me away was Hardin and I burst into tears.

"I'm a whore now."I cry.He just shakes his head pulling my head to his chest, he lays his chin on top of my head while I cry.He is caressing my hair whispering to me how I am anything except a whore.But he's wrong.I have always been a piece of shit to all the men in my life and called a whore.But that's a conversation people aren't ready to have.People is me.I'm not ready to have that conversation but lookin at Hardin's green eyes I know I'm probably gonna have too.But at the end of the day if I had to choose someone to tell this all too, that doesn't know already,it would be Hardin.