The Girl Who Was One Sided (Keigo Takami x Hanahaki Reader)

Chapter 🌸

The wind felt nice from up here. 
     With closed eyes, you let out a breath as you titled your head up. The wind picked up lightly as you opened your eyelids, revealing (h/c) hues. 
     A huge bundle of fluffy clouds were seen and the usual bright blue sky was instead, a monotone grey. A gloomy day most would say, but to you, it felt like pure bliss. 
     Bringing your head back down, your orbs gazed at the few people who roamed the streets below you. The people who didn't notice your sitting figure at the edge of the tall structure. 
      Now, you may be wondering why someone like yourself was up here. Well, to answer simply, 

     You were here to kill yourself.

      'Why?' You may ask. Merely because death was unavoidable for everyone but, in your case, it was coming way sooner than most. Your death was certain, and you knew it. So, why not end it sooner than later? 
     Loud eruptions of coughs were heard and you had cupped your mouth with your hands in hopes of catching what was coming out. You clenched your eyes closed and as your fit started to calm down, you lowered your now full hands away from your face.
     Soft purple petals with splotches of crimson laid in your palms. Your eyelids lowered slightly.
     Purple Hyacinths. 
     Indicating you had sorrow and sadness within yourself. Just a reminder of why you were here, ready to let go of a life that was to be short lived anyway. 
     You titled your cupped hands to let the wind take the painful reminder away. You watched them dance with the soft winds before they were completely out of your eyes range. Your lips had formed a frown, before a throbbing in your throat had pained you. Bringing a hand up to rest your fingertips on your neck, you tightly shut your eyes. The pain unbearable at this point.
     It was now or never.
     Without a second thought, you were going to jump.
     "Now, why would you do something like that?"