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And never did I think that I 
Would be caught in the way you got me 
Push another girl aside and just give in

-Panic! At the disco

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The beads of blood drip down her arms as warm tears paint her face . Her body shakes as she returns wrapping her arms in a loose gouge . She reaches her bed almost slipping midway making her dorm mates laugh at her , her eyes feel heavy again wanting to cry but she stops herself and quietly gets in bed hoping to fall asleep quickly .

Sleep ofcourse never comes and she finds herself roaming around the corridors .

She settles down on the floor in the corner after a while and takes out her phone .

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Jennabb99: with my bestie @juless67❤

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_juless67 - omg love you bestie💕
  }Jennabb99 - love u too sweetie
    }baileyiskindashy - why wasn't I invited?😔
      }Jennabb99 - oh my sorry bb next time for sure

_Brianlavinsky. - when will you reply to my dms

_seirrarose - notice me ily
   }Jennabb99 - noticed ly2
     }seirrarose - omg u made my day😍

_kevindallas - we want pictures of you beautiful 😍 ❤
   }Jennabb99- but you see me everyday and I'm not beautiful
     }kevindallas - oh stop being so humble,  you're the hottest !
       }Jennabb99- you flatter me❤

_user579822 - omg she's so humble

_user6345677 - I admire her so much

_user73444 - lyyyyyy❤❤❤❤

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Maya scoffs silently at the people calling her humble and modest , oh if they only knew what she really was .
A stuck up brat and brilliantly manipulative.
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J.one : I'm here to steal all your uwus

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_felixlee - squirrel hehehe
   }J.one - get out

_SpearB - someone's trying real hard to be cute
   }J.one - why are y'all so mean

_leeknow8 - you can have all of mine
     }J.one - 🤗🤗thanks ly

_user5689 - did minho just -

_user7543 - minho oppa what is this

_user67544 - I need bleach I knew something was up with Han

_user66445 - ayy minsung , love you two so much

_user7655 - um minho no

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Maya didn't want to see any more comments,  she hated most of them there were nice ones here and there but seriously what do people gain from being homophobic . It never made sense to her .

She thinks about scrolling further down when she hears voices , she curses underneath her breath and gets up .

"Can you quiet down for fuck's sake !"

"You're the one that's yelling "

"Stop fighting like five year olds"

The voices seem familiar,  she tries to make her way out quickly but its too late .

"Hey ! Who's that?"

Maya groans internally and turns around . Her eyes go wide in realization.  It's Felix , Jisung and Chan .

"What you doin? " Jisung asks coming close .

"Uh .. I couldn't sleep so just roaming around I guess " she replies nervously.

"You're Maya right?" Felix asks standing beside Jisung followed up by Chan .

Maya is left stunned .

"How do you know?" She asks her voice quieter than usual afraid and nervous .

"Oh I found you poem notebook the other week so I was the one who returned it to the teacher and saw you taking it back the next day "

"Oh"

"So you can't sleep well neither can we"

And with that Jisung grabs her arm and drags her forward with them telling her to join them . She cringes as he his fingers wrap around her arm making her cuts itch but she ignores it effectively.

Chan mutters out a sorry from Han's side for his abruptness . Maya smiles telling him its all good .

They end up at the swings at the back of the school .

Jisung and Felix jump onto the swing immediately and start blabbering about things that make little sense .

"What did they have for dinner ?" She asks Chan smiling at their antics .

"Who knows ? I honestly didn't want to accompany them but they might've created a mess so I had no other choice but to follow up " he replies with a sigh.

"I see"

"Maya , you're pretty" Felix says suddenly approaching.

"Uh.. thanks?"

"Yea , I see you in history but I've never seen you smile and you look so good with a smile " Han joins in pulling her cheeks earning a hit on his head from her .

The night ends up in laughter.

She feels happy for once in a long long time .

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But girls love girls and boys 
And love is not a choice

-Panic ! At the disco

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