Heartless

Chapter 16

“I’m sorry, I really thought you guys were really doing it, considering how close you both are” Mino says

“Why would you care if we really have sex?” i asked him

He took a step forward and his face contorted into anger when he says “I wouldn’t let my step brother to fuck the girl I love”

“Oh?” I laugh and continued “I don’t think you’ll left the girl you love right after you take away her virginity”

“What?!” YB boomed

Mino grope on his hair frustratedly and look down, embarassed while YB looks furious with what he just found out and me? Well, I’m emotionless.

“Is that why you hate him?” YB asks and I chuckle

“You don’t get it do you? He helped me found out that all boys just want me for sex, other than that I’m useless, worthless” I smirk “Right Mino?”

“I never meant what I said C, please, please trust me” He said, finally closing in and hold my hand

I tilt my head and look at him curiously before shaking my head and pull back my hand.

“I’m sorry, I never know about this” YB said and I sneer at him

“Don’t pity me” I spat and both Mino and YB look at me with shock “I don’t need your so called pity” and with that I marched out of YB’s room as well as house.

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Few hours later

“I can’t believe you got arrested Crystal! What were you thinking? Vandalism? Attacking an officer? Seriously?” my mum scolded

“I’ve done this before Mum, it’s not something new and it’s not even bad” I told her nonchalantly

“I can’t believe you got into so much trouble in NY, and your uncle don’t even bother to tell me” She said

I snorted and said “Yeeeeaaaahh”

“What happen to you Crystal? you weren’t like this before you went to NY, maybe your friend, who’s his name? Mark? Yeah maybe he cause it” she assume

I stop dead in my track and turn to face her “Seriously mum? You’re blaming my friends? Why do you think I want to move to NY mum? I was fucked up, but you don’t even know that, you’re too busy dating with other guy, you don’t have time to listen to my problem! And I bet you don’t even know my suicide attempt huh?” I yell at her frustratedly and stomp upstairs to my room.

-Flashback-

“You should do it, The pain will go away” said a voice in my head

Nodding my head I agreed and said “Yeah, everything will be alright, I just have to jump and the pain will go away”

“You can do it Crystal, Just jump, go on” the voice urges me

Just a few step away from ending everything someone shouted at me

“STOP!!!!” I turn around and 3 boys are standing not far away from me and one of them look at me curiously.

“Who are you?” I ask

“We’re your classmates, what are you doing Crystal? Umm, do you want to hang out with us?” the other guy said

I smile and shook my head “No, you boys go along, you shouldn’t be on the rooftop anyway, don’t worry, no one will find out, I’ll keep your secret” and I turn around, stepping forward. I sighed and ready to jump when an arm wrap around me and pull me back.

“No” he whisper at me softly “I don’t know your story, but someone as beautiful as you shouldn’t have that kind of ending” the curious guy said. I look at him and then to the other 2 boys and all of them have worried expression latched onto their faces.

“What’s your name?” I ask the curious guy

“I’m Mark, those are my bestfriends, Jin and Moos” he said pointing to the guy who yell stop and the one who ask me to hangout with them

I look at Mark and smile “Thank You”

-End of Flashback-

I shouldn’t have come back, I should’ve stayed with Mark. I hope they’ll be here soon.