Four's Game (SEU, #1) [ SAMPLE + UNEDITED FULL VERSION]

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I texted Xan and told him I wasn't feeling so well from last night at the party. Yeah, because you were too busy having another man stick his tongue in your mouth. I felt like shit lying to him. However, I couldn't face him tonight for our date after what I had done with Four not only Saturday night but Sunday morning also at the diner. That man was treacherous and wild. I still couldn't believe he decided it was the perfect time to get freaky in the middle of a fully functioning restaurant. When the waiter came back with our food I could barely eat it. I was too busy trying to wrap my mind around how I became wrapped around his finger so effortlessly, and I meant that both literally and physically. Yet he on the other hand scarfed his meal down, didn't even go to wash his hands. He licked my juices off his fingers directly in my face then began eating. I was astonished to say the least. He was untamed and ferocious. The man was dangerous.

Guilt was eating me alive since I allowed his behavior. Of course, I was single and I would assume Four was too, even with me seeing that blond at his place that one day. He was not known to have girlfriends or date anyone. He didn't do that. But I still felt wrong knowing that Xan was a good man and I could actually see myself being with him, enjoying my time with him. Yet here I was, opening my legs in public for Four.

What made my guilt increase was that Xan offered to bring me tea or soup if I felt too sick to consume anything. I mentally slapped myself. I fucked up big time and I knew it. I'm not sure what was going on with Four and I but whatever it was, it ended today. No way was I going to let this continue when I had a good man like Xan that was interested in me.

I declined the offer for the tea or soup as I didn't feel I had it in me to show my face to him. I needed time to really get Four out of my system. Completely out of my system. He seemed like a beginning addiction. No matter how many times I tried to walk away from it, my desire for it only grew more and more. And I couldn't have that lingering over my head.

I needed to get a hold of myself and get my coochie under control.

After he dropped me off home, I snuck in as quietly as I could manage. Thanks to my luck, Niecy wasn't out of her room so I didn't have any questioning eyes awaiting me. I made it to my room in peace and took another shower. I not only needed to get his smell off of me, I needed to get the evidence of our wrongdoings off of me. I needed to break whatever soul tie he had managed to magically put on me.

I washed my hair while I was at it, listened to music and busied myself to not have my thoughts trailing after the idea of Four.

Following came my extensive hair routine, I sectioned my mane in four big parts and twisted my curls. I left them that way to dry and then I started studying for my classes. I kept my head in the books for what seemed like hours. Hunger didn't creep up on me surprisingly since I hadn't eaten much for breakfast but I was able to manage throughout lunch and closer to dinner.