Just Tell Me You Love Me (Book 1 in the Just Series) *under editing*

Chapter 10

Arabella

"Stupid. Stupid. Stupid." I slapped my palms against my forehead.

How could I let this happen? I was hired to take care of the child, not seduce the father... And definitely not to fall in love with the father.

How can I look at him now... after what happened.

My behavior and unwanted feelings could cause complications for all of them, I thought to myself, as I was preparing to cook some breakfast.

Damn it! I can't even walk around this kitchen without thinking about that kiss. I'm probably the only one still sweating about that kiss. I'm sure, a guy like Massimo, has had better.
By now he was probably scolding himself for kissing the hired help, I thought bitterly.

He was probably thinking that I'm some tramp, who's trying to seduce him. If he did, I couldn't blame him. I had done nothing to stop him. I encouraged it. I wanted it to happen, despite all reason. And he was only a man with needs.

My skin tingled at the memory of his strong arms pulling me into him, his hot tongue ravishing my mouth, and the enormous bulge in his pants pressing into my heat.

I fanned my face with my hand and walked over to the fridge to grab some eggs. I decided to make some pancakes, egg, and bacon for breakfast.

If I could just focus, and stop thinking about that kiss.

I barely started my official first day, and I have already given my boss permission to do whatever he wanted to me...I haven't officially started my job, and I've already made out with my employer. I had succumbed to my desires and feelings.

This can't happen again. From now on, I have to be strong. Tough. This cannot go any further.

He could really hurt me. I wasn't the kind of woman, men Like Massimo Anastasi dated. Besides, I can tell he's still in love with his wife. But even so, I know for a fact that, he goes for the classy type, and I am anything but.

Oh hell, why am I even entertaining these thoughts.

He's not the one for me, and the sooner I accept that, the better.

One day of course, I'd like to settle down and have a family of my own. I want to find the right man. A man in my own league, and settle down, have a few kids, and live happily ever after, just like Cinderella and Prince Charming.

One day I will... I thought wistfully.

Massimo

Mio dio! That kiss.

I'm sitting here in my office, trying to get things done, and all I can do is sit here and recall our kiss over and over again... which is not doing anything but give me a raging hard on... Merda!

I wonder if she had a man in her life. Judging from the sexy sounds she made, while I kissed her... I snorted... more like ravaged her... she could make a man explode from wanting her. She is as soft as I imagined. I feel my jaw tighten at the thought of another man, kissing Arabella, as she wraps her legs around his waist. Jealousy coursed through me.

The door to my office suddenly bursts open, and two of my best friends walk in.

"Seriously, do you two ever knock?" I said, annoyed at the sudden intrusion.

"Whatever man," my buddy Jason said, with a wave of hand.

"So... You got a new nanny man?" My other friend, Marco asked. I looked at him in surprise. I haven't told anyone yet. I mean I basically just hired Arabella, last night.