Midnight Fantasies(Completed)

Missing You

It's been a week since the day we broke up, I dunno those days without her it's like purely hell. I can't even concentrate to my practice because I was wishing that we could bump into each other one day.

But that things can't really happen, hindi ko siya nakikita kahit saang sulok siya nandoon dati, kahit sa library pa, mukhang iniiwasan niya talaga ako. And I realized that I can't lose her like that. Na hindi mo man lang siya naalagaan ng tama.

And I know deep inside she build something in me, something that feeling that I can call special, because everytime I went to her house, and I was just watching her. And I'm okay with that.

When I see her smile, my hearts sings with happiness, and I'm satisfied with that but now after one week that without seeing her, it makes me feel sad.

"Pare!" Tumango lang ako kila Macoy.

"May problema ba?" Tanong ni Drazzen. I was shaking my head.

"This past few days iba kilos mo, tahimik ka pa, wag mo sabihin dahil kay. . ." Fuck I want to uttered I really miss her.

"Pare iba na ata yan ah" Umupo si Drazzen sa tabi ko. I give him a sigh, I just I don't wala akong alam na sagot maliban sa alam kong namimiss ko siya.

"I just miss her" I said, tumingin sakin ng seryoso si Drazzen.

"Dude don't you think?" Kumunot yung noo ko.

"What?"

"Do you love her?" I shake my head.

"Why do you ask that? I just saying I miss her" And I really do, I really do miss her, hindi na sapat sakin na makita ko siya sa malayo, gusto ko siya yakapin, gusto ko maramdaman ulit na pagaari ko siya.

"Dude you don't miss her the person if you don't love them" He said, umiling lang ako sakaniya, tumayo at iniwan sila. I don't know what to think, I just want to hug her, kiss her. Making her mine again that's what I wanted.

Umupo ako sa quad kung saan tambayan sa school, tamabayan to ng mga studyanteng wala ng mapuntahan, yung mga gusto magpractice, magingay, dito pumupunta, I don't why I'm here. Siguro nageexpect ako na makita ko siya dito, na dumaan siya sa harapan ko. And still I just wishing that.

"Karl" Napatingin ako sa tumawag sakin, napakunot yung noo ko, ngumiti siya sakin ng pagkatamis-tamis.

"Do I know you?" I ask her.

"Ang bilis mo makalimot ah!" lalong kumunot yung noo ko, I don't remember anything from here. Did I fuck her? Fuck wala akong maalala.

"Did I fuck you?" Bigla naman siyang tumawa ng paglakaslakas, she's like psychopath, at hinampas niya pa'ko.

"Are you out of your mind?" Bigla naman akong may naalala sa sinabi niya, kates used to say me those words nung binangga ko siya sa corridor. Fuck

"Oy may naalala ka don noh?" She smiled at me, and I smiled back.

"If I don't, who are you?" Umiling siya.

"Jy Grey" Oh parang narinig ko yung name na yon, somewhere.

"Kilala mo'ko no? Pero hindi mo matandaan? I'm Kates friend" Hindi ko alam kung ngingiti ba ako sakaniya or what, hearing his name make my heart beatfast and it sounds so gay fuck it. But it is.

"Ohh the one who called her babes" I smiled, but I call her babe without s.

"Yeah, at I know may problema kayo" Ngumiti ako.

"We brokeup a week a go Jy" I said.

"But you miss each other" I just nod, totoo naman ako namimiss ko siya, pero siya ewan ko lang. I know she hates me. So much.

"I wish" I said.

"I can help you" Bigla naman nagpantig yung tenga ko, I smiled widely.

"Pero you will promised na, aalagaan mo na siya" I nod like an adorable child. Fuck it for her, I'll do everything.

"Yeah I promise" I smiled.

"She will be here in five minutes" Bigla naman akong nagulat.

"Jy can I ask you something?" She nods.

"Do I look fine?" Bigla naman tumawa siya, she makes me feel more nervous, she will be here in five fucking minutes, and I will see her. Oh god. I will see her.

"You look good Karl" She said. Tumango naman ako, and I thanks her for that. Bigla siyang tumayo.

"Wait where are you going?" I ask her.

"To give you guys some privacy I think? Goodluck Karl" I just nod. Huminga ako ng malalim. Naghintay ako ng mga ilang minuto bago ko siya nakita.

"Why are you here?" She said. I was just looking at her. I miss her terribly. I just want to hold her hand and kiss her.

"I just want to talk babe" I said, she was just looking for me.

"Why?" She whispers.

"Because I know we need to" She shakes her head.

"No, we don't goodbye Karl" Hinawakan ko yung kamay niya at niyakap siya. I felt like home.

"I miss you" I said, I heard her sobbed.

"I miss you more" She said, and my heart felt the happiness again.

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I was looking at him, he hold my hand and squeeze it, para bang ayaw na niya bitawan yon, nung sinabi niyang namiss niya ako naiyak ako, dahil ganon din ako sakaniya, akala ko mababaliw ako sa loob ng isang linggo na hindi ko siya nakita but now, kahit kaharap ko na siya I'd still miss him.

"Ano?" I ask him.

"Wala" He said.

"Magtitigan na lang ba tayo dito?" Mataray kong sabi sakaniya.

"Well it's fine with me" Bigla siyang ngumiti, natunaw ata ang sangkaterbang harang na tinayo ko sa puso ko.

"We need to talk karl, wala na tayo diba?" I said. Tumango siya.

"But Kates, I want us again" Pakiramdam ko ang haba ng hair ko sa sinasabi niya, pero kapag naiisip ko yung mga babae niya. Parang gusto ko na lang humindi.

"Pero Karl, hindi ko kayang maging isa sa mga babae mo" I said, wala namang dahilan para hindi ko siya diretsahin, mas mainam na magkaalaman na kami, kung may patutunguhan to o wala.

"You don't need to be" he said.

"What?" I ask him.

"You don't need to be one of them, just be my girl again and I don't fucking care with them" Gusto ko mangiti pero pinipigilan ko.

"And I can't give you everything you want" I said he just smiled.

"I just need you babe. To be with me everday and i don't care with everything" Totoo ba'to o baka naman binobola niya lang ako? Tumingin ako sakaniya, he's just not laughing or what he just looking at me.

"Totoo ba'to?" He kiss me. And yeah I know that I answer.

"It's true babe" Gusto ko ng sumagot ng oo na, pero ayoko pa, gusto ko naman maranasan na ligawan niya kahit papaano.

"Do you like me Karl?" I ask him.

"More than you know babe" It was gosh I felt butterflies on my tummy.

"Then. . ."

"It's a yes?" I shake my head. Bigla naman lumungkot yung mukha niya argh. I want to kiss him so it can ease the sadness. He's so look good.

"Can you court me?" I ask him. He just smiled. And kiss me.

"I will, everyday"

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Ede kayo na! Asar.

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