My Peter Dan || Phan

Chapter 3

~Phil's POV~

It all happened way to fast. Everything. Once Dan and I arrived at our flat things slowly just... Crumbled. At first it was okay, just us laying in my bed, curled up beside one another and then I let it slip from my mouth. Those four stupid words.

"So.. What exactly happened?" I had asked, referring to his whole break down, wanting to know what had caused it. When it comes to Dan he likes taking his time and only sharing things when he was ready and with my stupidity I let that slip. He was only just now feeling decent and I made the whole thing just restart because now he was thinking about it and he would break again. Great job.

Now here I am. Alone. In the flat. All alone. Dan left.. I don't know where he went. After our fight he had told me he needed some break and I don't know what to do. It just seems like a part of me was taken when he left. I feel like such a idiot for letting him leave like that. I know if I fought for him he probably would've left anyways so I didn't and damn do I regret it. He probably hates me. Well.. Even I hate me if we wanna be honest here. It's my fault that Dan left and it'll probably be my fault if Dan doesn't come back.

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Three days. It's been three whole days since I last saw or even heard from Dan. He hasn't tweeted or posted on Instagram, absolutely nothing. Not a peep coming from him that I'm aware of and fuck it was killing me. I need him in my arms and I need to know he's okay. Dan is my other half, my world, my everything. While it sounds cheesy he's my sunshine. He was always there to make my gloomy days bright and I just need him more than ever. the only time I left my bed was to use the restroom and even then I hesitate to do so just because I know if I get up it just means it's another hour without my other half.

I finally gave in and pulled out my laptop, setting it on my bed and pulling my comforter around me as I opened up Skype. Just like the old days, I pressed the video button to Dan's contact, hearing the little beeps as I waited for him to answer. I kept mumbling please as I waited for him to answer. My stomach was full of butterflies just like how it used to be when the only way we could talk was through Skype and just the feeling all over again made it hurt more because I ruined it all so fast. The minute I saw Dan's pixelated face on my laptop screen I just broke down.

"I.. Im so sorry Dan.. I'm such a idiot and I need you more than anything and I get if you don't wanna come back but I just.. I needed to talk to you again. I needed to see you again.. Just.. C-can you please come back home.. I need you here with me. Im a fucking mess without you." I mumbled the last part and looked down at my lap. I mean it was true. My hair was completely messed up and since I really haven't left my bed I haven't even showered or anything. I barely even ate. The three days he's left I probably had one whole roll of crackers and that's it. I just don't have a appetite quite frankly.

I glanced back up at the screen since I still didn't hear Dan say a word, hoping maybe I had my laptops volume on mute but I didn't. He just wasn't speaking to me. You really fucked this up Phil.

~Dan's POV~

I needed him. I really did, just the fact that I did need space was keeping me from coming back at home. I wasn't expecting him to Skype or anything so when he did I wasn't really sure what to do, my eyes were still red and puffy from a bit of crying and quite frankly I still had tears running down my cheeks, I didn't need him to see that. I can't let him win. I quickly forced myself to stop crying and wiped my face with my hands before I answered the skype call, my heart sinking as I saw Phil. He looked in just as great condition as I did. It only proved to me that we really did make each other better but I still couldn't do it. I can't come home. I just can't. That was until Phil decided to finally speak after a minute or so.

"I.. Im so sorry Dan.. I'm such a idiot and I need you more than anything and I get if you don't wanna come back but I just.. I needed to talk to you again. I needed to see you again.. Just.. C-can you please come back home.. I need you here with me. Im a fucking mess without you." I didn't even know what to say. The sound of his voice broke my heart and honestly, he really did look like a mess. I didn't even realize I was just looking at my laptop screen till he finally looked back at his instead of his lap. I immediately felt heat rising up to my cheeks and looked down. Damn it he still gave me butterflies just like he used to when we first began skyping each other. "I... I.." I couldn't even form words honestly. I didn't know what to say because one way or another I'd be hurting ether myself or Phil.

"Just.. I'll come home tomorrow.. I paid for the hotel for four nights anyways. We can skype all night, just like old times?" I said with a small grin. I could see Phil's eyes light up even if it was basically all pixels from skypes shitty quality.

For the rest of the night until I fell asleep Phil and I skyped, talking about anything and everything. It was perfect because it was just like how it was before we actually met in person. It was a good feeling too. Going back to our old little routine.

~Phil's POV~

Once Dan and finally fell asleep on skype I just stared at my laptop set beside me on my bed, feeling a sense of relief knowing he was okay and I'd be able to hold him in my arms again tomorrow. Yet I still wasn't completely happy and I don't think I will be till he's right here beside me again. I'm so lucky he was coming back. Finally after what felt like hours but was only around fifteen minutes I fell asleep, the Skype call still ongoing and my laptops warmth still heating up my bed...

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