Thinking.

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It's a late Wednesday night, three days since Sunday. I haven't told Cole, I thought about it for days. What if he was talking about me? I was looking through all the photos we've taken together. I noticed he hugs me differently than others, his arms are always around my waist and my arms are around his neck. We hug each other like a couple. I've thought about the fun we had, the memories. They all seemed just fun, flirtatious, and sweet moments. The way he stares at me, the way he cares, everything. Those butterflies when he kissed me on the cheek, trying to get ice cream off my face. He's tried surfing and failed at it, just for me. He's comforted me, he even let me sleep over. I looked over to the koala bear he won me. Now he's on my mind all the time. I got up from my bed and went to my closet, I flipped through my clothes until I found the ink stained shirt. It turned black and dyed all of my mother's white collared shirts. I laughed quietly, I left my closet and found the polar bear hat from the night adventure. It all makes sense to me now. I guess I was too stupid enough to not pay attention on the way we act. I feel butterflies in my stomach when I think of him now. I should stop thinking about him.

I walked downstairs and see my dad trying to sleep on the couch. I'm not getting any sleep these days, just because of my dad's move and Cole. I walked to the kitchen, grabbed a water bottle, and walked back upstairs. I still haven't forgiven my mother, I barely even talk to her anymore. Justin doesn't even want to believe this is real. I turned off the lights, grabbed the big koala bear, and got into bed. I hugged the big koala bear as I tried to fall asleep.

~Next Morning~

I slapped my alarm clock, I opened my eyes. I lazily got up from my bed while rubbing my eyes, I grabbed my phone. I started playing music, "Yuck." I said as I looked at myself in the mirror. There was bags under my eyes and my hair was a mess. I started brushing my teeth, after I finished I walked back to my room. I grabbed a plain v-neck t-shirt, jeans, and boots. I brushed my hair and put it up in a ponytail. I put a leather jacket over my t-shirt, grabbed my backpack, and walked downstairs. I put my backpack down on the counter and I started the coffee maker. I grabbed a travel mug and filled it with hot chocolate. Once the water was boiled, I poured it into my travel mug, and mixed it. I grabbed my backpack and took my mug with me as I walked out of the door. I sipped my hot chocolate as I listened to music. Walking in this cold and foggy weather makes me sad.

Message from Cole, "Aye, r u ignoring me?" Maybe, I continued listening to music. "I'm going to ur school. I will personally pick u up and ask what's wrong." He's bluffing. I walked into school and headed for my locker. I put my mug in my locker and grabbed my World History book. "Fine. I'M COMING." I put my phone on silent and got a seat. "Good morning class, today we'll be reading about the Civil War. Ms. Morgan! What are you wearing?" My teacher said, "Clothes." I said, "It is not free dress, why are you wearing that?" She asked, "It's cold and skirts aren't my thing." I said, "You could've wore leggings under them!" She said, "I also have this." I got up from my seat and handed her my free dress pass I got from a school fundraiser thing. "Oh, well then. Sorry, please continue reading chapter five." She blushed in embarrassment and I walked back to my seat.

After I went to Math, French, and Language classes. Math was boring as usual, French was interesting, and Language was okay. It was finally lunch time and I got in line for lunch. I paid for lunch and looked for Carrie and Trevor. I spotted them already sitting and talking, I walked over. "Hey guys." I said as I sat down. "What's up with the gloominess?" Carrie asked, "Just thinking and you know." I said, "No we don't know." Trevor said, "I'm just tired of seeing my dad packing his things up." I said, "Aw it's going to okay, you can still see him. And you have Cole." Carrie said, I blushed. "Wait why are you blushing? Do you like him?" Trevor asked, "No, it's cold." I lied, "You're lying. You found out he likes you?" Carrie said, Holy shit. "He likes me?" I asked, "Wait you don't know? Oh shit." Carrie said, "I was thinking about it for a couple days already." I said, "Oh my gosh, so you like him?" Trevor asked, the bell rung. Saved by the bell, I threw away my leftovers and walked to my next class.

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