September 18th:
your birthdaya house never seen before, inside:
a magician doing tricks, and
a young me, speechlessyou drank your green tea
wearing colorful clothes
your blond hair was loose in the wind
shining like the moonyou were a rainbow
you were everything
and I'm nothingI can't compete with your brightness
because I'm gloomy, and
I've lost what it takes to enjoy living:
youI'm sorry