i miss the times when I was happy.
not
AHHH SO DAMN HAPPY RIGHT NOW crack happy
but
happy like life is good and school is fun
happy like that warm spot in the pit of your stomach
happy like that real smile from pictures taken a long time ago
that you keep
just to remind you that living was fun once
and it wasn't all a dream.
that beautiful smile on a chubby little kid in the middle of july-
I miss that.
that happiness.
and the worst part?
it's not ever coming back.
YOU ARE READING
frozen in time
Romance"out there is someone who sees the wind blow, can hear the sun rise, and can taste the clouds" (or a collection of poetry written when no one is watching)
