Nari Hwang/ soloist au

It's not your fault

Looking straight at the camera Nari sat up on her knees fixing her outfit she looked at her make up stylist as the fixed her lips and hair.
" Nari look over here!" The camera director said
" Look over here Nari!" He yelled again
" Huh? Oh what?" Nari said confused
" Look at him!" He yelled pointing at the camera, she nodded quickly.
" Nari are you even focusing?" He asked
" I'm sorry I can't focus." She mumbled
" Just go home! You can't focus get out." He said

" Nari are you okay?" Her manger asked
" Yeah I'm fine, can you drop me off at the han river please." She said
" What why?" He asked worried
" Please just do it." She mumbled
" Of course." He said
Walking out of her van she closed the car door she looked down at the floor, walking Nari took out her phone sitting down on a bench.
" Hwa where are you?" She asked
" I'll be there soon. What's wrong baby?"
" Nothing I just missed your voice."
" Me too, see you soon."
Hanging up she walked to the river looking at her reflection in the water she leaned against the fence.
" Noona..."
" Hwa I missed you." She said wrapping her arms around him, he hugged her back leading her to the van.
" Hey Nari do you want to go home now?" Her manger asked
She nodded cuddling into Seonghwa's chest, arriving at her apartment Nari ran into her apartment and changing into comfortable clothes.
" Nari what's wrong?" Seonghwa asked from the kitchen
" Nothing don't worry about it." She yelled from her blankets
" Noona something was bothering you since the moment you called me." He said setting down the mug he was holding making his way to her. Grabbing her hand gently drawing small invisible shape in the palm of her hand.

Nari adjusted her wool sweater looking at the refection of the mirror that was facing her bed, Seonghwa looked at the mirror then back at her kissing her cheek.
" What are you thinking about?" He asked
" I'm I a horrible person?" She asked
" What? No your not." He said
" B-but Hwa everyone hates me, everyone wants me dead." She cried burring her face in the crook of his neck letting tears fall on his shirt, he quickly wrapped his arms around her pulling her closer to him.
" Nobody hates you, nobody wants you dead I don't know why would you think that. Nari why are you thinking like this?" He whispered softly in her ear
" A lot of people want me too, I can't take it anymore I can't....I just can't." She mumbled
" Nari I don't want you too, your so special to me to everyone." He said hugging her tightly
" Please don't hate me don't leave I can't do this anymore...." She sobbed
" I couldn't hate you, your everything to me Nari to everyone your so beautiful and talented." He said kissing her cheek
" No I-"
" Nari listen to me, you are so special. All the hate you get isn't true it's not your fault." He said
" Really?" She asked wiping her tears away, he nodded flashing her a little smile before letting her sit on his lap.
" Can I show you baby?" He asked leaving kisses on her collarbone up to neck making her roll her eyes at the feeling of his lips.
" Hwa? Can we go shower together?" She asked quietly
" Yes we can." He said picking her up gently pressing his lip against each other.

Feeling the ray of sun hit Nari's face she rolled to the other side expecting Seonghwa to be there wrapping his arms around her.
" Baby?" She whispered slowly sitting up for her bed, smelling something good she slowly got up from her bed putting on her slippers making her way to her kitchen.
" Seonghwa?" She called out for the boy
" What is it Noona?" He asked setting down a plate of food
" Thank you..." She said walking over to him
" For what?" He asked
" For last night, I really needed that." She said giving him a soft smile, he smiled back kissing her lips softly.
" Your welcome honey." He said