LEXA POV
Today is Clarke's birthday. Today is the day I get to talk to her. To clear the air out. I miss her so much. Seeing her not being Clarke hurts me. I'm still hurt with the voice recording but nothing will be cleared out without me talking to Clarke about it right? Maybe she saw me as a sex object at first, but grew to be friends with me?I shrugg all the nonsense ideas in my head. It makes me worry and nervous even more. I hadn't had any sleep last night thinking about her. If I'm honest, i was thinking about how her laugh was, how her ocean blue eyes sparkle everytime she looks at me, how I noticed her face scrunch up everytime she's focus in school and how hot she is while playing, or even just sitting around. 'Im in it deep i said to myself.
I called my bestfriends for help.
(FACETIME)
Anya and Luna; What's up, mate?Me: Hey, guys. So can i ask something?
I ask them shyly not looking at them both. Then i hear Luna and Anya screaming and laughing. I look at them weirdly.
Anya: Oh my gosh, Lexiepoo!! So tell us, who is this girl?
Luna: Yea, and how did you two you know?
Me: Gosh, mates. Nothing like that happen. I just wanted to ask how does it feel liking someone.
Luna; Boo! Well for starters, if you can't stop thinking about her, then you like her.
Anya: Yep and if she did something wrong, you're mad but still want to be with her, then you're into her real deep.
Me: Oh God. I like her.
Luna and Anya cheers at the end of the line. I smile at the thought that I like her. I think, yes I do, I like Clarke. She has been amazing to me. And if the recording was true, never once did she make me feel uncomfortable. She made me feel safe.
Anya: Ey, hearteyes, look at us. So who's the girl?
Me: I'll tell you all about it later. I have to go. Bye
Luna; Go get your girl. Loveyou!!
I ended the call and went straight to change. I went to the mall first to buy Clarke a gift. Now I regret not focusing the roads or places everytime I get drive around by Clarke or my parents. I realize it's hard to move to places without knowing where I am and without a ride.
I arrive at the mall and I spotted something for Clarke. I know this is the one. So i bought it and went to Clarke's house since Raven already texted that the deliquents are already there starting to decorate.
Me: So what's the plan? How are we surprising her? For sure she'll notice your cars outside.
Bell: Oh shit, Woods is right. We should move them.
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Always and Forever
FanfictionLove always finds its way. Let's witness a blooming, or a tragic story that will make us believe that love is always there, forever. A Clexa Fanfic. Modern times, where it will all start when Clarke and Lexa meets in High School. Lexa Woods moves t...