I woke up alone because Raven has something to do today. He said he was meeting someone important regarding about their business. It was Sunday and this is the only day we could spend our time together, but he was quite busy.
He just cooked breakfast for me and left a sticky note. It's Sunday and I had no work.
'Eat well babe, don't stress yourself, I love you<3'
Nung nalaman kasi niya na may anak kami we changed positions, he cooks, cleans the house, do laundries he actually do all the chores. Ayaw na ayaw niya 'kong makitang nag wowork, He wants the baby to be safe...
But It died in my hands, I don't know how to explain this to him.
Tears began to flow down my cheeks.
What if he'll leave me?
I wiped the tears and began to eat the food he prepared. As soon as I've finished eating I decided to clean our house.
"Anak, ako na diyan, baka mapaano ka pa" Manang Helen insisted.
"It's fine, I can manage Manang" I faked a smile.
I turned the bluetooth speaker on so I could motivate myself while cleaning. I used spotify to find songs that I'm related too.
'I don't wanna be sad forever' nightcore by Lauv
"Daydream, life is like a daydream
And I wish that I could wake up
I just wished that I could wake up"
As I heard the lyrics I felt something in my heart.
Sana nga, sana gigising na lang ako sa isang madilim na panaginip
"My mind, whispers in the night time
Voices always keeping me up
Telling me that I should give up"
Overthinking, one of the reasons why I can't sleep well at night, it really hits me hard.
I then started washing the dishes I ate this morning. As soon as I heard the song lowers it sound I knew that Raven texted me. I went to get my phone to check on his text...
From: Love
I'll be going late, I'm sorry, just order something else while I'm gone <3
Yeah, his late again, 'di niya man lang sinabi kung ba't siya late.
To: Love
Okay. Take care
I decided to go to the mall to buy groceries, we're lacking of foods na kasi. I wore a Casual Simple V neck dress.
I roamed around the grocery store buying things that is needed, I was about to get the last Ramen, that Raven would always ask me, when a woman took it away from me.
I surveyed her body and she looks really sexy, she was wearing a black Lasperal V neck outfit, and it really suits her well. I knew that outfit because I have one at home. She was really attractive. She noticed me looking at her, then I looked away.
"You're wearing a V neck outfit, just like mine" she said then smiled
Is she changing the subject? I really wanna get that Ramen, well I saw it first!
She turned her back at me, leaving me speechless. I went to the counter to pay for the groceries I bought.
"Do you have a card, ma'am?" nilagay ko bag ko sa counter and took my purse. I gave her my card then she swiped it throught the computer.
I was holding two paper bags and passed by a Japanese Noodle Restaurant.
"Dito nalang ako bibili, baka may Ramen dito" I whispered to myself why looking up the resturant and went inside.
"Konnichiwa, mamu" the girl welcomed me, then bowed.
"Uhm...I don't speak japanese" I smiled widely and made a peace sign, I just bowed back and went to the counter.
It was a long line, so I took my phone and called Raven.
It took five beeps before he answered my call.
*Hey, Uhmm...W-what is it?* he replied nervously
"I'm at a Japanese Noodle Restaurant, do you want something to take out wit-" he ended the call and that made me suspicious
His acting weird lately, is something wrong?
It was my turn to order at kung ano nalang sa 'kin 'yun nalang din 'yung sa kanya.
"Hi ma'am, can I take your order?"
"Do you have Ramen?" I asked
"Yes ma'am!" he smiled then he looked at my ring.
"Can I have two Ramen? And also two boiled eggs nalang, if you have" I smiled back, I was about to get my purse when I saw a familiar face.
It was Raven! And he was with a girl! Kaya pala nagmamadali siya!
Is he cheating on me now?!
They're about to leave the resturant and I guess he didn't see me. Humanda ka sa bahay mamaya.
"Here ma'am, 'yung Ramen and boiled egg niyo po" he placed my order on a tray and I was shocked.
"Oh my! Sorry! Take out kasi 'yan, sorry talaga. My mind was completely occupied and I can't think clearly, I'm so sorry" It makes me feel guilty making them do their work harder.
"Okay lang ma'am, ilalagay ko nalang sa plastic" he faked a smile then putted the Ramen inside a plastic and then he tied it up.
"Eto na po. ENJOY" the guy said emphasizing the word enjoy, pinaparinigan ba 'ko neto?!
"Huh?" I sharpened my look
"Wala po, alis na po kayo diyan ma'am ang haba na po ng pila" I panicked and looked behind me at wala naman.
"Are you playing games on me?!" I shouted and that made everybody look at me.
"Ma'am, chill" he let out a laugh.
"Oiii Castillo! Nakikipag landian ka na naman ba diyan? Get back to work!" their manager yelled at him.
"Ma'am, sorry po" he bowed and I knew na napipilitan lang siya.
"Thank you" I faked a smile, I was about to laugh at him but it was to immature. I left the resturant and went straight to our house.
"Raven! I think you have explaining to do!!" I shouted and realized na it's 7 PM and it's to early, he said he'll be going late. I remain sitted at the living room, waiting for him to come back.
I woke up 6 AM in the morning and still Raven is no where to be found.
"Saan na kaya nag punta 'yun?" I whispered
I dialed his closes friend's number.
*Nag hang-out ata?* his friend Jared said
"Anong hang-out?! Without you? 'Yung closes friend pa niya ha?!" I said getting frustrated.
*Well, he didn't said anything and we haven't talk, cuz I'm busy and his also busy* he explained
"If he ever text you, call me immediately" I assured him
*Roger, that!* Jared said and I ended the call. Jared is Raven's closes friend, actually five silang magkakaibigan but Jared is his closest.
I remembered the Ramen! Di ko pala kinain 'yun kagabi! Nakatulog lang ako without eating.
I heated the Ramen so it would be hot, then I ate the Ramen while thinking what happened yesterday.
Is he secretly having an affair with me?
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