Inhaling my Regrets (ON-GOING)

Chapter 2

I went to work, as soon as I left the house.

"Good morning, ma'am!" One of the employe greeted me and I just smiled at him.

Walang good sa Morning.

"Morning madam!" Vinnie greeted me with a wide smile on her face.

"What's with that beautiful smile, Vinnie?" I raised a brow.

"Natural 'to madam, eh ikaw po?" her eyes pointing my frowned face.

Argh! It's Raven's fault! Wala ba siyang balak umuwi? I mean, it's already late and I haven't seen him.

"Madam? Hey Madam?" I snapped back to reality and saw Vinnie waving her hand infront of my face.

"Sorry, it's just that....I'm busy" I continued doing my work to escape the over thinking I'm feeling right know. Vinnie and I went to the office to discuss, together with the board members if the business was doing fine.

After the discussion I told them that we should 'take a break'. I went to my office and relaxed a bit to take my stress away. I tried zoning out to relax myself, but it keeps on getting worse. It was so hard for me to forget about Raven, he haven't texted me or called me.

"Madam? Okay lang po ba kayo?" Vinnie walked inside my office holding a cup of coffee.

"I'm doing fine" I denied then she held me the cup of coffee and sat at the sofa "Thank you."

I smiled at her, she's good at accompanying people.

"Weh? Totoo madam?" she raised a brow "You know madam, you could tell me your problem, I'm willing to hear you out."

I don't wanna tell her though, baka da dagdag lang 'to sa mga problema niya, She's not the only person having a problem in this world. I mean we all are!

"Sige madam, alis na 'ko basta madam I'll be here" she closed the door and left me overthinking.

After my work I went home and saw Raven's car parked in front of our house. Did he went home na? May balak pa pala siyang umuwi? I opened the door and didn't saw him, maybe his upstairs.

"Is he home?" I asked manang

"Yes anak, nagluluto siya sa kusina, ayaw niya nga 'kong ipagluto. Nakakahiya" I smiled at manang and told her that 'it was fine'. I went to the kitchen to check if he was really there.

"Oh, hi" he leaned and kiss my forehead and continued what he was doing.

"So you managed to come back?" I raised my brow and he just ignored me "And you tend to ignore me?"

I was getting irritated and was about to leave the kitchen when he grab my wrist pulling me towards him.

"Don't stress yourself love, I was doing fine. It was just a meeting" he kissed my forehead again and held my chin forcing me to look at his eyes.

I tried looking away. His scent was also attracting. Was he trying to avoid the question?!

"Meeti-" He kissed my lips holding my neck. He kissed me hard and my mouth welcomed him. He was biting my lower lip and his hands roamed my chest. He was holding my nape then he planted marks on my neck.

"Hm," I moaned while his hands where on my waist. He went to my ears and bit my earlobe.

"Bawal pa, love" he whispered. Di niya pa pala alam, I got distracted! Good thing he reminded me. We went to the dining area and then he placed the food.

I was eating while I'm thinking about the baby again. Bawal pa daw kasi buntis ako, but I wasn't pregnant, love.

"So how's work?" he asked

"Stressin-"

"You shouldn't be stress, it's bad for you and the baby" he sound disappointed. I shouldn't have said that, I'm really acting obvious.

"I know, I'm sorry" I faked a smile

I was about to wash the dishes when Raven went there first and told me to go upstairs. I did what he told and took a quick shower, I felt relieved when I was in the bathtub. I changed my clothes with my pajamas and did my night routine.

I went downstairs to check on him and I saw him roaming back and fort while calling someone.

"Yes, thank you, I'll be having a meeting with you again tomorrow" seems like he didn't see me.

"Okay. Bye" he ended the call and he was shocked when he saw me.

I raised my brow on him remembering the thought if he was having an affair with me. Like, we're engaged?! "Sino 'yun?"

"Ah...an employee" he raised his fingers "I better take a shower."

He left me speechless, was he changing the subject again? His acting weird these past few days.

"Manang? Do you think Raven's cheating on me?" I told Manang Helen, he might not hear us, he's taking a shower.

"Uhm...Ewan a-anak" she stuttered, her reaction changed acting nervously know "Maiwan na kita dito anak ha? may gagawin pa ako eh."

What the? Magkasabwat ba sila dito? Should I know something?

I went inside our room, there I saw Raven on the bed looking hard on his phone. I lay down to bed acting grumpy, I was about to sleep when I felt his hands on my stomach, he caressed my stomach then kissed my nape.

"H-have you thinked about the n-name yet?" I was feeling nervous so I asked him to ease my nervousness.

"Hmm," I turned around and looked at him, he's fingers where on his chin acting like he was thinking.

"I think Klara if it's a girl, and if it's a boy....I think Kleaven?" he wasn't so sure about the names then he smiled widely which made me grin, preventing my tears to fall again.

He literally combined our name, you could literally see how happy he was.

"How about you? What names would you like?" he asked

"I l-like the names" I faked a smile, then we went silent.

"Uhm...Love?" I was so nervous, I should ask him now, but I might overthink more if I'd do this.

"Hm?" he was hugging me, softly like he was protecting me. I was in front of his chest and he was cuddling me.

"I-if...I'd l-lost the ba-aby? Would y-you get a-angry?" I stammered so obviously.

"Why so nervous, love?" he chuckled ignoring my question.

I inhaled, putting my fear aside so I wouldn't be that obvious.

"Nothing, just answer the question"

He let go of me and looked up, he sighed heavily and turned his face towards me, facing me.

"Did you lost the baby?" he said in a serious tone

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