Addison&Bryce - Give Me Love [Completed]

29. Could this be a secret?

Pov.Addison
I woke up in the morning with a huge hangover. Fuck! Now I'll be dying all day! I hardly remember the event at all, which stresses me a bit because I always prefer to have everything under control. I wouldn't be surprised if I did something stupid at a party. After all, I have always known that alcohol affects me in a very bad way.

However, my peace of mind was disturbed because I heard a knock on the door. I barely got out of bed and walked slowly to the door. Chase stood in the doorway. I must admit that I was surprised by his presence here. Brunet entered my house and sat on the couch. I sat down next to him and waited for what he would say.

- Addison, do you know what happened yesterday? - He didn't even look at me as he said that

- No. I don't remember anything at all. - I announced covering myself with a blanket

- You and Bryce were kissing. - Chase said, and I froze

What the hell? Me and Hall were kissing? After all, I have a boyfriend who is very important to me. And yesterday I cheated on him with my ex-boyfriend. I am really an idiot!

We sat in total silence, Chase awaited any comment from me, and I sat covering my face with my hands, broken by my actions.

- Bryce remembers that? - I asked finally

- Yes. - Chase replied shortly

- I don't believe! I'm so stupid. I cheated on Noah. My boyfriend is important to me and I do such things! - I started to complain

- Addison's not your fault. You were under the influence of alcohol, I think you had no control over what you do. - Hudson began to comfort me

Tears started to come to my eyes. They were tears of anger, resentment and self-embarrassment. For the first time in my life, I felt so disappointed in my behavior. If I hadn't had that much alcohol it would never have happened. I wouldn't kiss Bryce and cheat on Noah. I feel mean now.

After an hour or so of talking, Chase left my house, leaving me alone with a million thoughts at once. It was the first time in my life that I felt like this. I felt lost in my own thoughts and principles.

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door, got up from the couch and started walking towards the door. Noah appeared to me. As soon as I saw him, I felt even worse than before, because I remembered everything he had done for me ... And me? I cheated on him.

With a smile on his face, he greeted me with a hug and started walking into the house. I closed the door and followed him uncertainly.

- How is party? - he asked pouring himself some water

- Well. - I lied

- I'm glad you liked it, darling. Do you have any plans for today? - He asked

- Yes. I made an appointment with Charli.-I smiled fake

I was pleading in my head that my boyfriend's visit should be as short as possible because yesterday's situation just made me unable to bear his presence.

* four hours later *
I'm already in a meeting with Charli. We sit and eat a delicious dessert in one of the nearby cafes with a beautiful, tasty smell of coffee and various types of cakes. I love places like this. She then feels very relaxed and at ease.

It was quite the opposite today. I didn't feel anything at all. No warmth, happiness, peace. I only felt anger, embarrassment, embarrassment.

I spoke to D'Amelio on a variety of topics, usually my former school. Unfortunately, this "peace" had to be broken because Max, Bryce and Chase appeared in the cafe. Is this some kind of joke ?! In my mind, I begged them not to notice us, but my requests were not answered and in a few seconds the three boys were at our table. Of course, to make it even better, the boys sat down at the same table with us. I thought I was about to explode, especially since I could smell the beautiful masculine Bryce perfumes in the air, which made me think about him all the time. This man is acting on me so weird, so toxic and so damn hard that I can't even describe it. It's okay, suddenly Bryce Hall shows up and my whole life is in ruins. How does he do it? And what is he doing?

Throughout the meeting, I tried to act naturally, as if nothing had ever happened. At around 6:00 p.m. everyone had put up to go home, so did I. When leaving the cafe, someone suddenly pulls my wrist. I turned around sharply despite expecting who it was.

- What do you want? - I asked a bit sharply

- Talk. - Bryce replied confidently

- About what? I think we have something to talk about. - i said

- Yesterday at the party you jumped on me and started kissing me, Addison. How do you explain that to me? - Hall sounded like a typical teacher right now

- I was drunk! I didn't know what I was doing! If I was sober, I wouldn't do this. - I almost screamed at the emotions that just wanted to explode

- Addison, are you hiding something from me?- He looked at me as if he didn't believe everything I was saying

- No! But I am asking you for one thing, let what happened yesterday be our secret. Nobody can find out about it. - I said in a dry but at the same time strict voice leaving the building

I felt the cold air that matched my momentarily cold heart. I put my hood over my head to keep it from blowing over me. I walked the streets of the city, looking only at the sidewalk leading to my house. I felt a bit like I was the only human on the planet.

Once home, I went for a quick shower straight away and put on my favorite lace pajamas. I sat on the couch and started watching a series on Netflix, which has been my favorite activity lately. The calm was of course broken by a knock on the door. Who the hell is coming to me now? I gasped and started toward the door. On the threshold I saw Bryce, who, as soon as he saw me, immediately stepped up to me and pressed our lips together in a kiss. Even though I felt that what I was doing was fucking wrong and I would probably regret it, I gave myself completely over to him once again.

He was gently stroking my lips, stroking my hand gently on my back which made me shiver. Moments later, he moved his kisses to my neck, leaving a hickey on it. He grabbed me and carried me into the bedroom, then we lay down on the bed together, I lay underneath him, and he broke off his kisses and looked into my eyes.

- Addison, I don't want to end this. - He whispered without even waiting for my answer, he kissed me again.

Everyone can guess how this evening ended for the two of us. It was, as always, a magical experience, but only later did I realize that there are several hickeys on my neck, and I have to go to school tomorrow. What I should do now?